It's th last straw.

My desktop, it's blur-ed on purpose.

I swear I can go crazy over love found loveeeee. Hahaha, been watching th show for th past few hours. Totally mesmerized, gee. Tears of joy and tears of sadness , I got no words to describe. And I doubt anyone knows th show I'm watching. Took me such a long time t get th title of th show and even longer time for me t find th movie :/ Gah, it's 2am now. I don't feel tired cause I slept for freaking 13hours. :E Like a pig, yeh thanks. 7am exercise failed, baking failed, 8pm exercise failed too. At least I managed t watch my show <: Hehe. Okey, tmr school. Sigh, i dont even know what t bring. Shall see my mood tmr, I mean later. Haha, I can't wait to be a deaf, mute and blind for a day, if you know what I mean.

xoxomello,
it's not always about you.
and no,
you don't know what it's like.

Baby, we're missing out on paradise.

Gee, been staying in school till late late late these few days :/ Haven't really completed what should have been done. Okee, I'm multi multi-tasking you know, I have facebook on I'm blogging, I'm doing my Autocad♥ I'm doing my renderings and lastly I'm also looking for songs :D Hahaha, super multi- tasking. Well, I need a break from all th work what. Haha, okeeeeee th rain's making me sleeepy manz. I'm hungry ): KFC coupons right in right of me, super tempting yo. :/ Ohwell, i think i'm going t go home soon .

okay it's 6.12pm now, haha. Finish playing w the rendering markers that's making us all high. Very soon we'll all suffer from brain damage I tell you, haha but super fun. Tho it stinks but it's fun <: I dont wna die so young uh!

xoxomello,
cause you can't make up your mind,
well boy just trust your heart.

Bloody empty, i don't like ! Oh well, I'm still alive like everyone else <: Hehe. Sad thing is tsunami hit some part of earth already. :/ Sigh, boss told me some facts about th past beliefs from the tsunami/earthquakes at somewhere in Indo. Idk weather t believe anot, but really send chills down my spine. Brr, well been trying t do whatever I can to save myself from th lildevil that's making me real lazy. Didn't go t school for threedays(!) last week and this week confirm cannot very late+ skip school + fall sicker + get lazier + .. or whatever that prevents me from coming t school. No more excuses ok ! :D I have my resolutions in desktop of my laptop. Hopefully, I'm motivated t follow all of them ! :D But but but, I'm starting t find myself thinking twice about being in this course ): Sigh, why how what. Okay, on a happier note. I'm gna have dinner w b! Like so long we didn't eat together outside already :E Shingz, he's having toothache and wants t opt for a easier t chew meal. Neverminddd, sudden urge t just shout __________. have fun guessing, th white screen is blinding me :/

xoxo, cause you promised
you'll keep your promises,
yeh, empty promises i guess ;D

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 12:10 AM ♥ { Oh!. } The sky shall represents endless love, the rain represents kisses and th sunshine represents warm hugs. Okee just a quick post here, gee been doing my lifeskill work till now. 2.16am, th last time I looked at the clock was 11pm! >: Lost of sleep, idk what t do tmr too! Jees, ohoh! Did I mention I painted my nails with another layer of blingbling! Idk if I should get the 3D art and bling my nails or should I just don't bother th already cui nails! Hehe, went t school for more rendering today. Stupid BigW keep coming to kaypoh and making me super worried cause he told me my furnitures won't work out ! ): I got super dishearten at one point .. but my hack care attitude came back. :B Idk if it's good or bad. And! Idk if I should change my nails colour despite having them only for 2days ! <: <: <: I'm spending again, tmr shall go eat good food w B if he's free :D Okay shall go sleep now, my visions are blurring ): Omeegod. Wan An. 굿나잇 ! xoxomello, the chapters done, but the story goes on. Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 2:15 AM ♥ { Ultimate. } Okay today's exercise program did not fail ! (Y)(Y). Was thinking if I should head down t Toapayoh with th girls for their netball match and also get my ingredients at th same time. Sadly, I didn't go with them which means I didn't manage t get my ingredients which means baking fail today :/ I don't really want to bake today, was feeling really errrrr so I didn't bake! Sigh, nevermind some other days shall bake EGGTARTS♥ Aye, exercise with B tday (: Kept running and had fun with the exercise machines downstairs :x haha. Geez, now i'm tired yet I just started painting my nails :/ Ahyo. Got no time t go t my pedi ): Tmr shall go get my ingredients and then I shall complete my rendering and I shall sleep early <: Hehe, as if ah ! Sigh, okay goodnight ! Weather's really very horrible, drink more water and takecare ! xoxomello, at one point I said serve you right, yet at another point, I wish you're doing well. :/ this is so heartbreaking. ): Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 8:48 PM ♥ { I swear. (?) } My desktop, it's blur-ed on purpose. I swear I can go crazy over love found loveeeee. Hahaha, been watching th show for th past few hours. Totally mesmerized, gee. Tears of joy and tears of sadness , I got no words to describe. And I doubt anyone knows th show I'm watching. Took me such a long time t get th title of th show and even longer time for me t find th movie :/ Gah, it's 2am now. I don't feel tired cause I slept for freaking 13hours. :E Like a pig, yeh thanks. 7am exercise failed, baking failed, 8pm exercise failed too. At least I managed t watch my show <: Hehe. Okey, tmr school. Sigh, i dont even know what t bring. Shall see my mood tmr, I mean later. Haha, I can't wait to be a deaf, mute and blind for a day, if you know what I mean. xoxomello, it's not always about you. and no, you don't know what it's like. 1:53 AM ♥ { screw th people who screw you life. } words words words, caution. Tired, my eyes were like O.O when I woke up tday. ): So today was likeeee . Wake up , raining, went work, diet, end work, eat , home and sleeping soon. gee, I feel so tired of everything. Sometimes being alone really gives me time t think hard and think real. :/ Been trying to hide from the fact, been trying to tell myself it all isn't true. Yet one single night and everything bit of unhappiness was laid right infront of me. Geez, i don't care who said what or who screwed who. I just know that we were all not being true right from the start. Okeeeee on a happier note, I finally cleared th big rock on my heart. :D I confessed, I told the truth, I spoke my heart out and finally I shopped my bank out. :/ Mm, kay the last one is not totally true .. I think I'm falling sick already. The weather's such an ass, and my body clock is definitely not tuned. Rahr, pardon for th bad temper. Seems like the weather's controlling my temper too. ): Sales hasn't improved, I don't wish to see history repeat again. Seems like I'm not someone who can prevent things from happening uh. ): Really tired , guess I'm gna turn in with a heavy heart again. xoxomello, I missed what used to be, I missed who you used to be, I missed whom we used to be, I just missed who used to happen. :/ Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 1:22 AM ♥ { I wish our heart could beat together as one.} Baby, we're missing out on paradise. Gee, been staying in school till late late late these few days :/ Haven't really completed what should have been done. Okee, I'm multi multi-tasking you know, I have facebook on I'm blogging, I'm doing my Autocad♥ I'm doing my renderings and lastly I'm also looking for songs :D Hahaha, super multi- tasking. Well, I need a break from all th work what. Haha, okeeeeee th rain's making me sleeepy manz. I'm hungry ): KFC coupons right in right of me, super tempting yo. :/ Ohwell, i think i'm going t go home soon . okay it's 6.12pm now, haha. Finish playing w the rendering markers that's making us all high. Very soon we'll all suffer from brain damage I tell you, haha but super fun. Tho it stinks but it's fun <: I dont wna die so young uh! xoxomello, cause you can't make up your mind, well boy just trust your heart. Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 4:29 PM ♥ { WahkaoEh. ): } (Even if th sky falls down,) Sometimes I think that my dad is crazy, super no mood :/ Plus I think I just made things worst for someone. Nobody's bringing my mood up, i need my happy pills (which turn out t be expired (if you know what I mean) ). Dang, it's 11.21pm now, I'm gna irritate my dad by going t sleep now so he have noone t nag at (unless he's willingly t nag at my dog. ) Before I flare up, rahr. Nights. xoxomello, sometimes you just needa make th right choice, and stick with it. Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 10:42 PM ♥ { Over or just beginning ? } Sunday was so wasted, really so restless tday that I kept going t sleep without thinking if there's anything t do. :/ I woke up and realised I actually wrote a note for sunday. It's my pathetic -to do- list I wrote on saturday. ): Now I'm feeling very restless again so I guess I'm gna turn in now @ 1013pm. ): >: ): Oh, if anyone's reading. Kindly tell me where t get this pair of shoe. Loveyouttm. xoxomello, cause idk why it has been kind of like a phobia. Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 10:05 PM ♥ People change. I know it's true that people change after a certain time, it's when people show they're true colours, or maybe you can just say their fox tail. Idk why people assume that it's others who are changing and not themselves who are changing? Never do they thought about who's th one who made them change? :/ Sigh, sometimes I wonder if I'm really thinking too much. okay enough of ranting, tday was bloody tired manz. Stamina drop like shitz, feeling very lazy and tired so easily ): Hurhur, woke up 3 times in th morning. 6am, 7am and lastly 8am. Wanted t go school t do my drawings but decided not to cause I was lazy and I got so many excuses . :/ Continue sleeping till about 10+, showered pack back and left house at 11+. Dragon boating was drop dead tiring. Rowed for about 2hours I guess, didn't know I got burnt till I got home :/ Mummy said how come I got so red, just like uncle's baby's first month egg. >: Rawr, idk where i placed my aloe vera big bottle of gel >: Die. After dragon boat, it drizzled before we left. Bused t Suntec and had JustNoodles, yummy. Damn full please , left w melt for basketball session w 方小姐 and company. Damn tired, went there and got lazy. I dont like th ring, seems like it doesn't like me either. I tried so hard t shoot but fail fail failed. >: Home sweet home after that, my shoulders are starting t ache now :/ Sigh. Going t sleep now, hurhur. xoxomello, is it me thinking too much or it's just plain you playing tricks. Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 11:42 PM ♥ { Over th moon , } I'll start th countdown myself, hopefully you'll be able t end it with me :D Aching from yesterday's basketball session. Had chinese cuisine for brunch. Service sucks, >: Alteration of clothes done. Shopped at popular, (y) i like. home, out again for 'project'. home, out again for late late dinner. home, gna go sleep :/ Ps: Snowy look so adorable w her new clothes <: Hahahaha. Okay tmr class is at 8am, hopefully I'll reach on time :D Hehe, gna go sleep now. xoxomello, let's not waste another day, it's good t see you again. Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 8:46 PM ♥ { Heart-throb Hawtie :D } All along I was looking for something that never existed. :/ Ouhhhhh, tday was so awesome ! Was sleeping my ass off for striaght 12hours, I slept at 1am th day before and I woke up at 1pm tday. <: Like shiokness, I had my perspective drawings right infront of me but I didn't bother t draw after switching on th tv :D Hahaha, oh well teevee-ed and then ms.fang called me at 4pm, apparently she just woke up :/ Discussed on th place of meeting and etc but in th end I was stuck w American Idol, was waiting for Andrew Garcia to be on but he was th last one :/ Waited till 6pm and finally left, was suppose t meet them at 5.3o! :x oh well, finally reached and met up w juster <: hehe, didn't knew that they called they guyfriends too :/ didn't cut my nails ! And hurt so badly when I wna shoot ): All thanks t Calvin ! Asked him out and asked him t bring nail-clipper, yay. Th guys were saying that I can't shoot :/ And now I proof them wrong <: hehe. Oh played from 6pm to 1opm, th lights were out and th court had t be locked up ): Left for home while they went t eat :D Totally awesome, it's been a long time since I played till like this, I like. MsFang was hoping we could do this every weekend, but I needa work :/ Maybe on days when I dont have work ! <: hahaha, ok very hyped now, cause i know i know you dont know ! :D :D :D Okay , I'm tired and hungry. I wna sleep, tmr shall be xiaolongbao day with b ! <: Yay. xoxomello, he's running through my mind all day <: just like a song stuck on replay. Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 11:52 PM ♥ Hi :D Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 11:10 AM ♥ { Would you mind? } Okay, th screen in school's really big thus making me don't feel like blogging cause th page is like : . Bloody empty, i don't like ! Oh well, I'm still alive like everyone else <: Hehe. Sad thing is tsunami hit some part of earth already. :/ Sigh, boss told me some facts about th past beliefs from the tsunami/earthquakes at somewhere in Indo. Idk weather t believe anot, but really send chills down my spine. Brr, well been trying t do whatever I can to save myself from th lildevil that's making me real lazy. Didn't go t school for threedays(!) last week and this week confirm cannot very late+ skip school + fall sicker + get lazier + .. or whatever that prevents me from coming t school. No more excuses ok ! :D I have my resolutions in desktop of my laptop. Hopefully, I'm motivated t follow all of them ! :D But but but, I'm starting t find myself thinking twice about being in this course ): Sigh, why how what. Okay, on a happier note. I'm gna have dinner w b! Like so long we didn't eat together outside already :E Shingz, he's having toothache and wants t opt for a easier t chew meal. Neverminddd, sudden urge t just shout __________. have fun guessing, th white screen is blinding me :/ xoxo, cause you promised you'll keep your promises, yeh, empty promises i guess ;D Monday, March 1, 2010 @ 1:07 PM ♥