It's th last straw.

My Faith Is Shaking.

Cause you taught me how t smile and forget bout it .

Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 12:37 AM

Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 1:15 AM

{ You would not believe , }

Did I mention that I babysit one of the kids at Mrs Chee's place? For a short period of time but omg it was so wonderful ! <:

Cute!, fat!, chubby!, not mine!!.

Sticky's DIY candy, >: xoxo.

Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 4:09 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 12:43 AM

Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 7:54 PM

(This says it all. :/ )

xoxomel,
we're gna try.
even if I fail,
at least I'm glad I tried <:
Positivity.

Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 6:42 PM

(Still gna be, still will be. )

Beach Fiesta photos coming up! <:

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 11:05 PM

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 4:31 PM

( Written all over my face. )

Yeh, what's th big deal? It's already Feb-worry. Time really flies I guess, yet I still have not learnt my lessons and stand up from my mistakes. Well, th say what comes around goes around but why am I always seeing th bad people win? :/ It feels weird when people whom I gave advices too turn back and give me back my own words. Maybe this is th real reason for what comes around goes around.(?) Ah, shit man. I really fhate this feeling I'm having. Tmr's class is at 8am. I swear t myself I cannot be late, it's already 1.21am. Sigh, I wonder how am I going t sleep. Hopefully not like last night, one of th most horrible night. :/ Mm, training was tiring. I feel so sucks when h t m a m m, c a o y m m f s u. I w t c o t t l , j l l t j l a .

xoxomel,
I wish febworry t be over,
but I know this memory will hunt me forever.
I remembered one of th 2o1oresolution was t be stronger.

Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 12:25 AM

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My Faith Is Shaking.
<a href="http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello">http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello</a> Archives June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010	I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BLOG. Cause you taught me how t smile and forget bout it . Ok, I heard news( again ) that Tsunami is back :/ Sigh! This time it's wandering about in the pacific ocean, it's gna hit japan or idk where very soon. Dang, I just made a do to list in my mobile and now we're all gna die ! >: I made a private post on all my confession be it good or bad ;/ I feel better but at th same time worst ! ): Sigh, someone told me t live life t the fullest before it end :D Suddenly I have flash back of times I really did things which I really shouldn't have done. I'm feeling so suck up now cause I really don't like th feeling of knowing that there might not be tmr. >: I dont want disaster t strike ! Please pray, please be safe . xoxo. Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 12:37 AM ♥ Hehe, can some kind hearted soul tell me when's th next shopping flea gna be? I really need t pamper myself :/ I wna do my nails, I wna go for treatment, I want ! >: but I can't ! Booyah, should I even be on cloud nine? :? xoxomello, I dont wna walk this earth, if I needa go on solo. :D Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 1:15 AM ♥ { You would not believe , } Did you? I'm not lazy, it's just that I dont wna scare away my readers with my wordy post, and I mean really wordy. So I'm going t do it quick and neat <: ♥ Feb Birthday celebration for Sister(11th), brother's on the 14th and there was no cake available for him cause th shops were closed for chinese new year :/ ♥ No Chinese New Year mood this year, didn't win must, didn't really lose. Fair I guess. Met up w vale&thye on the 2nd day of cny for a walk in town, there's a theme park at cityhall! <: <: <: Had 3sakae side dishes and off we went to YukiYaki! Did I mention that I babysit one of the kids at Mrs Chee's place? For a short period of time but omg it was so wonderful ! <: Cute!, fat!, chubby!, not mine!!. ♥ This should come before th previous one but I LOST MY STUDENT PASS BEFORE CNY. Dangs, lucky I didn't top it up as th machine was spoil (Y). ♥ Gathering at Teckhow's new house for steamboat/cny greetings! Didn't even know he shifted till that day, well caused sha and cj t wait for me cause I was stuck w th tv ! Eh Hi, my sweetheart was playing! <: Drink drank and not drunk, so shiok ttm. Home at 1am, thanks t teckhow's brother (who I didn't knew of.) ♥ Down w minor food poisoning this week >: Must be th steamboatS I had during cny. ): Skipped school for two days straight, omg I'm so lagging behind. Sticky's DIY candy, >: xoxo. ♥ Back to school tday, I'm filled with deadlines, projects and more deadline! >: ♥ I'm finding this so fun, short and in point form but I'm still forgetting some stuff! >< Okay I think I'm done w posting, don't really have a vivid memory of th past few weeks :/ Weather has been so humid and so suck. ): And after th last sentense, I bet that th post which I wanted t make neat and not so wordy is wordy already D: Booyah, at least I tried ! This is for all the drafts that I saved okay! <: xoxomello, I would give all that I have just for one last glance. :/ Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 4:09 PM ♥ { Lights Out. } Rawr. Outing tday, didn't buy anything except for facial stuff from Etude House (?). >: Then bought my surprise gifts, heh. Maybe that was th only thing that made me happy, ohoh. I like♥ being at singapore river, th lights th screams th scenery. <: Aye, met w clique♥ tday at orchard. They confused me with their directions can. Walk walked and more walking, i didn't find my dresses >: Went t find boss, chit chat. So miss them please, watch th lion dance there, like awesome. Went back t meet th remaining clique at mos, i didn't eat >: Walked t dhoby ghaut, see talk hunt. Went Etude House again, bought what we couldn't find at th other Etude House. Haha, parted w jo and went Clark Quay. I♥hearts there, as I mention above. {: Went home w juster, she accompanied me for my dinner. (y), talked and talked. Thanks for listening ah♥, then went home. She didn't tell me that her house there got crazymanchoppinguprandompeople ! Tsk, so late already manz. Okay, but she's alright cause I spoke t her online already <: Haha. Okay, I'm tired. Feeling damn restless tho >: Rawr. xoxomel, even tho you lost, at least you know you didn't give up without a fight. Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 12:43 AM ♥ { I dont wna be your friend, } You know. (: Alrightz. School was great, had interview w Mr Kerk. :D Brunch at kfc <: Home after that. Shiok part was, it rain right after I reached home. I switched on th air con and fell into deep slumber <: (Y). Then woke up at 6pm, yay. Called Chris and had a lil bite at home before meeting her. <: Had breeks, iheart♥hotchocolate. Ate ate ate, been stuffing myself w many food ever since ________. Rawr, my back's aching and I needa get some sleep now. I dont feel well but it's so awesome t be crapping t some crapper <: ♥ I'm gna go offline now, i really hate having a runny nose >: xoxomel, cause as long as I believe {: Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 7:54 PM ♥ (This says it all. :/ ) Beepbeep, guess I'm doing alright. {: No worries, ain't gna stay in for so long, maybe I'm getting over whatever that brings me down even faster then expected. <: (y). Well, tday is also th day where my cousin get enlisted ! Didn't managed t meet up w them for dinner/supper but met b for hongkongcafe, was feeling really sucky about missing my chance and had hth talk w him. Well, ate and took peektures and talk so much. <: Okay, was not late for school tday. Just on th dot okayz, this week I came home early, didn't spend on things I dont need and I didn't cab ! {: Yay. Braided part of my hair tday, ilike. But others don't like >: Maybe leaving on a few days, washing my hard seems so ouch painful >: Nevermind, I like. Training was canceled tday :/ Wanted t actually play my heart out but ... nevermind. Shall wait for monday! (: Thank god it's friday tmr, (y). I keep forgetting what event I have this weekend, like stm again. Tsk, maybe when I miss th appointed time then someone call then I remember :/ See how , if not I'm gna come home and sleep. Really needa catch up on my sleep <: I dont want eye bag, I dont want sleepless nights, I dont want t think so much too! :/ xoxomel, we're gna try. even if I fail, at least I'm glad I tried <: Positivity. Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 6:42 PM ♥ { I'm gna try. (: } (Still gna be, still will be. ) Alright, went home after school tday. Bonding session w th biz peeps was awesome, laughed like nobody business. :x well, we won tgether w another team. Shared peanuts w th other winner and we got drawing boards ._. What's worst was we don't even need t use those papers ): Wasted. Well, went home and called b. Then dillydally and went out t favourite place. Seriously needed t rant and talk/eat/crap my heart out. :D Feel so much better, heh. Promise made w b, we'll both do th ultimate thing on th same day. :/ omgomgomg, idk if i can make it. Sigh, this is so suck. What if(s) and but(s) are popping up. Dey, as I said. I'm gna try. <: Slowly guess, you might as well give up. :D Beach Fiesta photos coming up! <: xoxomel, cause without you, it was like th end of th world, now i take that back. I'm taking back what I shoulda have. {: I'm not dying empty handed. <: Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 11:05 PM ♥ Yeh, if only(s). Home early again! (y). Didn't really want t linger there so long, idk what was i thinking too. Anyway, weather's so crazy. Seems like it's going t rain yet th sun just came out. Wind freakin strong, super shiok ttm. I guess I'm going t get an afternoon nap after having ice cream <: xoxomel, it was all sucha beautiful dream, I still have t wake up. Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 4:31 PM ♥ ( Written all over my face. ) Yeh, what's th big deal? It's already Feb-worry. Time really flies I guess, yet I still have not learnt my lessons and stand up from my mistakes. Well, th say what comes around goes around but why am I always seeing th bad people win? :/ It feels weird when people whom I gave advices too turn back and give me back my own words. Maybe this is th real reason for what comes around goes around.(?) Ah, shit man. I really fhate this feeling I'm having. Tmr's class is at 8am. I swear t myself I cannot be late, it's already 1.21am. Sigh, I wonder how am I going t sleep. Hopefully not like last night, one of th most horrible night. :/ Mm, training was tiring. I feel so sucks when h t m a m m, c a o y m m f s u. I w t c o t t l , j l l t j l a . xoxomel, I wish febworry t be over, but I know this memory will hunt me forever. I remembered one of th 2o1oresolution was t be stronger. 12:20 AM ♥ ( U ). ( mine. ) I thought I grew stronger, seems like once again I'm blow down by just one lil thing. :/ Sigh, this is so much like last year. Thanks for giving me th early reminder, congrats yeh. <: & I posted quite alot when I locked this space up. Yet I deleted them all away. :/ xoxo, I would trade and give away all of me, just t make you happy. Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 12:25 AM ♥