It's th last straw.

Credits Layout: Stairway Mannequin Icon: TyrannosaurusTax		Th Girl next Door. I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
My Faith Is Shaking.
<a href="http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello">http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello</a> Archives June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010	{ 'cause imma tell you one time. } ( I have nothing more t hold on. ) I'm feeling even more tired and down now, more then last time, more then ever. :/ Why ? Dang, ihate feeling like this . It's like I know why yet I'm still allowing it t happen. :E xoxomel, 'cause I believed in your beliefs. now I'm lying in my own mess, made up of my beliefs. :C Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 9:55 PM ♥ { Cause everything's gna be alright. } rawr, didn't go t school tday. 'Cause i think I'm sick, and ytd's training really causing me t ache everywhere :/ I can't believed what happened ytd. Haha, training was tiring or is it just me ? Dang, swear I'm gna stick t my plan :D Mm, baby's back from th vet, been seeing her going in and out of the vet cause of th toothache ): Ohwell, timetable officially sucks from tmr onwards. There's s&w on wednesday morning, 8.3oam. ._. fml. I'm whining throughout the day, dang. I'm gna turn in now so I can wake up tmr ;D night. xoxomel, w i m l f o p t f , w d i c s m f p w d e c ? Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 10:20 PM ♥ ( Get You Down. ) 'cause i was wishing you would pop by. I wanted t blog cause I feel really good tday but tday's over and it's monday now :/ Dang, there's training and tday's class is really draggy. ): Rawr, i dont want t bring so many stuff yet they dont even need t be used. >: Waste space and my back's already in pain. Joke of th day, I think I sprained my ankle while doing the grocery. ._. Ouch, nehmind. Ohhhya, tday I think I'm a happy girl. Managed t do what I wanted tday (: I bought my wants and needs, I had what I missed but sadly tday so bored w/o _____. ): ): ): Don't give me high hopes when you're planning on thrashing them okay? Ohwell, I did say that I was tired right ? Alrights, pack my bag for tmr. Nightsya. . .. . .. . to my ~~bitch~~girl♥, I've known you for so long. You're always th one who stood by me, giving in t me so many times and planning all those wonderful moments. Gee, it's been some time since we really talked. I'm glad you told me th truth, it was a promise made way back then and now you broke it. Well, I don't really mind actually. We don't really meet up anymore, we drift apart and we seldom catch up but you always seems t be there for me :/ I'm sorry for not being there or even neglecting you. Thanks for telling me th truth, I wouldn't put that t heart, cause this friendship is something I would like t have for life. (: Let's not let one small matter blow up this friendship okay? :D Don't be surprised w my answer already okay. (: xoxomel, Absence makes th heart grow fonder. Doesn't seems t apply t you. :/ Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 9:36 PM ♥ { Go Red. } I've forgetting about th real me. Time just fly when you don't notice :/ It's already th wee hours of Sunday, very soon we need t wake up early in th morning for school and etc. I'm not in a good mood cause my shoulder and back are aching. }: Idk if it's ache or what but i'm not feeling well. :E Aye, overnight at cousin's place after Nafa &Lasalle open house. It was so nice over there, like drools can. Okay, it's very nice cause they pay for the price. How can we compare our minor with their major right. Haha, nevermind. Able t proceed is already very good for me <: Anyway, had ice monster, walk around slack and chit chat and went over t cousin's place. Damn regret on not having my brownies and bbt at dhoby ghaut while i was there! >: Sadded. Did my homework at their place, i'm a good girl. And mahjong just now! >: More mahjong session wanted kay! Hehe, tmr (or maybe later) will be going out w daddy for brunch and then hopefully can go t have a peek at newloveeee. {: Gee, i can't wait. xoxomello, i miss all those times. was it all my fault all those had gone down th drain? 12:23 AM ♥ { cause you could never understand. } class ended quite early tday, finally got time t go home for afternoon nap :D Went makan at T1 w clique then homed. It rained a lil, i got caught in th drizzle. Hopefully I'm not gna get any sicker. >: Then home, wanted t sleep but sissy switched on th drama show and I got hooked. Didn't even managed t sleep but I'm so aching here and there. My shoulders and back are giving me problems again. ): Ahhhh, i'm just starting w th assignments :/ I'm hating maths man, dang. Anyway! I bought another new love ! Ear Piece, gna takecare of it. I dont wna spend my moolah on this type of things! Hehe, th previous one(s) were not t my liking :/ I like th one I bought, but half of clique said not nice, half said nice. I'm half hearted but I like so I buy :/ Rahr, nehmind. Trying t save now, haha. It's 12.28am now, dang i'm sick for sure. :/ sneezing like someone missing me :x Ha. Fat hope. Okay, i think i'm going bonkers already :E Too stress = mentally unstable. :x I think I type quite alot already, OH! I just did a 4x continue sneeze. D: So cool and uncool at same time, okay I'm gna go my bed and hope i'm better when I wake up (: 10am class, yay. :D Congrats t those who scored well for their Olevel! <: It doesn't matter how your results turn out, disappointing or surprising, as long as you know you tried your best, you deserve a pat on your back :D xoxomel, the love you take is equal t th love you give <: Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 6:25 PM ♥ { Eat You Up. } Failed Retail Therapy. Went out but didn't even managed t get anything for myself :/ Even had trouble getting seats for dinner, >: What a day. I don't like t wait yet everywhere we went need t wait. Tsk, tried so many places but all also no seats >: Dang, then finally settled down at plaza sing's pizza hut ): Wanted mahanttan fish market but also very occupied. :/ Hkc's becoming too everyday so wanted a change. :D Ate at 9+, hungry. Service there ain't so good, but I so heart hut's patter :D Idk if th names I mention are correct but ya. Ate and went home, how boring can my saturday be ? :E Sunday: Was home again, hehe. Stayed home th whole day, only went out for brunch at yishun<3 and then spend sometime w mommy 'decorating' her new love :D Hehe, so damn hawt. No pictures of her new love but I can't wait. Maybe in one year's time, idc what they say but I can't wait :D hehe, i'm feeling so restless now :/ Did I mention that it was a crabby day tday <: Had chilli crab tday w family. <: (Y), I likeeee. xoxomello. it's easy t feel like you dont need help but it's harder t walk on your own. Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 12:13 AM ♥ { Unable t fight for myself :/ } Weather's been really great, I threw my phone aside after reaching home. It rained, I started eating from my tub of ice cream, then I fell asleep after finishing. :/ Shiok, cause it was raining :D Then I woke up, watched tv and started eating my ice cream again <: (Yay.) Then I fell asleep again :/ And I'm awake now, feeling tired already. Gah, earlier I sleep th later I'm waking up. I think I'm going t sleep early tday :D Meeting B or Clique tmr! It's been sometime since I shopped happily. It's been someday since I was happy D: xoxomello, 'cause you'll just be th middlegirl for everything in this screw up life. Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 6:08 PM ♥ { Bang wall and die , } . King of my heart. this is so pull hairs please, my sketch book is losing weight. I wna get new sketch book, I can't wait for training. I can't wait t piak all my stress out. :/ one tiny assignment and i'm already drowning. Great, I've updated at the most crucial time and time is running out D: Hope tmr class's canceled then I'll sing the happy birthday song for school tmr ! <: 'cause you ain't my runner up. :D xoxomello, mel got weird taste :/ Hahaha. Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 9:33 PM ♥ { Hello 2o1o, Goodbye 2oo9. } Okay, 'partaye' on th last day of 2oo9. Well, very funny way t end my 2oo9 and start my 2o1o uh? :x aye, i'm penning down my resolutions, wants, needs and everything. I've asked B for basketball session later on. And it just rained. :/ Shingz, i really don't feel well. And somebody just made my day worst, thank alot ah. :E Idk why are people saying that 2oo9 is such a sucky year, I pretty like mine cause it seriously was an eye opener. I'm glad I've seens so many things happened and know much more about th world and my surrounding. :D Tho it didn't really bloomed, I'm still glad I managed t survive for the past 17(and counting) years ;D Still needa thanks my parents for th 'support' you both gave, my friends for being there when I needed a shoulder. Tolerating my stubborn character and my whadaheck attitude. :/ Well, hopefully my 2o1o pen-down resolutions won't go wasted like my 2oo9's. :E and lastly, I found my 2oo9 resolution in my wallet ! :/ So sad t see my unaccomplished list of resolution :/ xoxomel, how t start th year right w so many things pulling you down. :/ Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 4:31 PM ♥