It's th last straw.

InnocentBoy and LovelyGirl, hahahahahaha.
Guess I was just too bored waiting for the earlier batch t be done :x

Looks can be deceiving :E So cute, I don't bare t eat em :x

xoxomel,
is it too late t realized?
is it too late t make amendments?
cause in this life,
I've too much regrets.

Everything Happens For A Reason Nothing Happens By Coincidence. So Familar right? :E Well, I said this quite a few post back I think :x Mm, just makes perfect sense to me. Don't try t fake me when you have already plan about it long time ago. I'm no fool, I don't like t be th fool you think I am. How does it feels like t be stab in th back and then swearing that it wasn't you ? Okay, after hearing th whole story. I know it might be just myself thinking too much but hey shouldn't you just mind your own business ? This is really irritating to hear two party talking about th same story with different content. :/ I had enough of you, you and your stupid childish act. Grow up, dont tell lies when you can't cover up for yourself. Don't try to be the angel when you're causing everything to fall apart. FY, S Y R F B A B. Don't be the busy body, don't be another two timer, don't pick your nose into others problem. Don't act ___ when you're totally th opposite. Don't don't don't tell another story just because you want t save your own face. Please freaking grow up and don't play dumb games w your dumb freakin' friends. Congrats, you've lost my trust. In fact, you don't deserve all these.

xoxomello,
cause even if my world is in chaos,
I'm gna stay strong and smile,
cause I know I still got you.

Lil Meow we found at the staircase, so cute cans. :E Fell in love w it, sigh. It really breaks my heart t part w things I really treasured :/ S, I hope you'll stay strong and pass this hard stage. You can do it alrights ;D

Jacob Black is hot hot hot ! Everyone went Whoa Weetyouwheets when he ahemsahems can! {: Ahs, sweet.

xoxomel,
cause you did it again and again,
that's why I decided t stop and never t believe it again.

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Tmr shall be the last day of 2009, I really wna countdown but but but th thoughts of the flooding trains/squeezy walkway has really crash my ideas. I told B that hkc will always be opened for us. So hopefully after work and after countdown. I can start my 2o10 on a meal in favourite place. :D but there are just so many buts and ifs in my mind, gawd. ): And I think I'm falling sick. Dang, i'm having th urge t open my tub or mint ice cream nao at 2.04am. :/ P/s: I likeeee th mintmint smell in my hair after using my mintmint shampoo :D :D :D xoxomello, taste of reality, cause I missed having that feeling :/ Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 1:54 AM ♥ { Not for your ♥entertainment. } I wna concentrate on blogging so I closed down my facebook and other etc :x but when I finally closed down everything, I totally forget what I wna blog. Fail man. Tsk. xoxomello, last christmas, this christmas, it ain't gna be merry christmas, unless it's w you. {: Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 7:23 PM ♥ { We belong t You and Me. } <> Dang, I'm hearing about th release of results etc and how excited/disappointed they are in the result but I cannot/don't know why i can't see my results ! I need some help here (!!) Best part is that I totally forget about my final powerpoint submittion t Kkaytan, yet that crazy bunch of lovely people told me that everyone pass ! Whoa, idk idk idk. Guess I needa sit back and just wait for something bad t happen. :/ Rahr, anyway. Work was dumb, many people broke my heart. Tho tday is sucha eyecandyspottingday, summarize it all : It's so Shingz. :E Woke up early early today t accompany dad and sister t her secondary school. I didn't even know why I was needed there. Nehminds, ohohoh! Christmas is coming, is 2days. And school's starting already, shingz. I'm writing a list, I'm checking it twice. :D Shall top up my bank and spend th reminding! {: Yay. Can't wait for my 'stocks' t comeeeee, and and and MEL's LOOKING FOR THAT RIPPED JEANS/LEGGINGS THAT'S DAMN OMGONMYWANTEDLIST! {: Daddy Santa, you're the best. If you are not getting me that, at least send me a list of address where i'll be able t get th stuff on my wanted list okay! xoxo! :D :D :D xoxomel, congrats on leaving sucha awful bad memories behind. I'm glad you got over sucha fytch. {: Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 1:09 AM ♥ { I wanted to call to say how much I missed you, } <> Today, i decided to bake my chirstmas coookies <: but sadly and disappointingly didn't turn out as I expected. There's no Christmas Mood in them and I just wasn't happy w them outcome :/ Rahr, this just suck cause I really put in alot of effort in making th very stubborn dough. Plus th stupid weather keep changing. Causing me t run about th house :E Nehmind, shall experiment again someday. Hehe. {: Anyway! I'm peeling really horribly. ): Didn't want t step out of th house till I'm done but I couldn't ! Had to work so everything was crashed. Rahr, okay met B at Yishun. Yay, finally dined at favourite place. Mel wasn't in a good mood so I ate bit by bit but sum it up I ate alot. }: Walked again, had bbq wings. :D It's super nice t eat when you crave on the spot. (y). Okay, it's 1.32am nao and I've t bring my sister t school tmr at 8am. :/ Needing t work in the afternoon and having t wake up earlier than expected sucksz. }: Shall turn in after uploading th photos, lousy quality. Sigh. Photo Update: Family of Six Hearty ~~Ginger~~bread People. InnocentBoy and LovelyGirl, hahahahahaha. Guess I was just too bored waiting for the earlier batch t be done :x Looks can be deceiving :E So cute, I don't bare t eat em :x xoxomel, is it too late t realized? is it too late t make amendments? cause in this life, I've too much regrets. Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 5:28 PM ♥ { I'm no fool. } < 讨厌做你的傻瓜 > Everything Happens For A Reason Nothing Happens By Coincidence. So Familar right? :E Well, I said this quite a few post back I think :x Mm, just makes perfect sense to me. Don't try t fake me when you have already plan about it long time ago. I'm no fool, I don't like t be th fool you think I am. How does it feels like t be stab in th back and then swearing that it wasn't you ? Okay, after hearing th whole story. I know it might be just myself thinking too much but hey shouldn't you just mind your own business ? This is really irritating to hear two party talking about th same story with different content. :/ I had enough of you, you and your stupid childish act. Grow up, dont tell lies when you can't cover up for yourself. Don't try to be the angel when you're causing everything to fall apart. FY, S Y R F B A B. Don't be the busy body, don't be another two timer, don't pick your nose into others problem. Don't act ___ when you're totally th opposite. Don't don't don't tell another story just because you want t save your own face. Please freaking grow up and don't play dumb games w your dumb freakin' friends. Congrats, you've lost my trust. In fact, you don't deserve all these. Idk what got into me, I was alright until Y C O A I S T T O F B. Moment of anger? O W I J F J ? Arugh, whatever it is . I've learnt it the hard way, i'll forget all those happenings. And please remember, you're the one who destroyed this. xoxomello, sigh. what was I just thinking of. z.b.j, sudden feel of ringing you up. :/ Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 10:07 PM ♥ { 我喜欢晚上的天空 , 因为星星代表你的陪伴. } Can't wait for tmr, tday I'ma good girl cause I did my chores and stayed home th whole day <: Didn't even step out, hehe. {: Anyway, finally opened up my eyes on the real world. I never knew that there's so many fake-ies here, well you never know if your lover is cheating on you(vice-versa) or your best friend's actually was your lover's sleeping partner. You never know, that's why to all those naive people out there who thought that your world's perfect. Think again (: You can give trust, but don't blame whoever who hurts you when you get a taste of reality. xoxomello, cause even if my world is in chaos, I'm gna stay strong and smile, cause I know I still got you. Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 11:28 PM ♥ { Get over and done with. } I'm so gna get killed for this post :/ see, how t not get killed right. this one won't get killed I guess, w B at Eighteen Chef after dinner at HKC :D Hehe. Delicious, totally forget about the Calamari Rings we ordered too :E No photos for that, well. Our new hangout place kay B! (: Just a very anyhow update, haha. I spend so much on un-needed items ! }: Nehmind, once in a while I guess :x haha, I miss so many people. :/ Suddenly remembered one by one of all the lil things we did together. :/ Sister told me that today is a very starry night, I agreed. I actually look at the dark sky for a few many mins for those sparkling stars. Sister said they were blinking red and white. Heh, actually I thought so too. :E Something wrong w our eyes I think. Sigh, tmr last day of school. :/ Lil Meow we found at the staircase, so cute cans. :E Fell in love w it, sigh. It really breaks my heart t part w things I really treasured :/ S, I hope you'll stay strong and pass this hard stage. You can do it alrights ;D xoxomello, cause that's not how our story should end. Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 12:43 PM ♥ { New moon on a full moon, } { Totally loved ttm, } gah ! Just came back from movie w bunch of supercrazyclique, hehehe. Thanks for booking the tickets and keeping your promises ! Next one in juneeeee 2010! <: I can't wait. Anyway, finally presentation is over! Dumbfounded, idk what t say. :o but it's okay, left w renderings (y). Was so addicted t L4D that I lost track of time and was almost late :x went home and out again t meet those crazypeeps, had dinner and went into th cinema :D Yay, realised I didn't really watch Twilight. (!) Tho I read th book but I'm so gna go get the dvd for twilight. (y), after movies walk back t admiralty (: then waited for daddy t come pick me up. <: Ahs, what a nice day. So many happenings, idk good or bad. Sigh, i h b t s t s s, i d k i i t b i j h t i t y j l a f a n m. c i d w t b t n v a i d w t g h a, m y c s t i t a w e f b i j m b m. y j w u, w y ? Say things as if you mean it, don't say things that you don't mean just bcause you needed accompany. Don't make promises you cannot keep and don't give high hopes when you don't want bigger disappointments. Life's that hard, but you'll still needa continue living. Jacob Black is hot hot hot ! Everyone went Whoa Weetyouwheets when he ahemsahems can! {: Ahs, sweet. xoxomel, cause you did it again and again, that's why I decided t stop and never t believe it again. Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 12:51 AM ♥