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Th Girl next Door.
I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
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{ Final Lap. } It's 3.16am now, I'm still doing my theory notes. >: Shall divorce afterwards you since you are not cooperating with me ! Gahhhh, after flipping through the papers and books for the whole sunday. I'm finally taking a real break, hehe. Enjoyed my cheeky chocoalates and sat down doing nothing. {: Almost fell asleep in my piles of papers. :x My living room is so messy w all the cluster of used and unused papers, balls of written craps and endless doodles everywhere. :x ;x :x It's in the wee hours, I'm feeling so numb and hungry. Idk should I even go sleep, cause i wna wake up early early early tmr :E I don't even know what time's the test tmr/today. Great, I'm soooooo going to replenish my sleep time after all th school work has been done. Shyt! I just remembered about my powerpointS. >: Sighhhh, how I wish we have longer hours during th most crucial period. Ohdear, I just realised I'm getting hyped up. I actually mistook milk coffee drink as milk .___. I guess this means I'm able t sleep later and study more ! Ahhhh, I wna go get my pay and shopppppp. >: I needa exercise alreadyyyyy. Gosh, it's 3.3o already. Brother's still mugging, idk if i should continue or what. Seems like my class is already asleep :E Gah, stressed :/ I know, who's not? >: xoxomel, cause she was the one you were holding onto while you sang me lullabies, cause you didn't mention about the life that exsisted, you thought we were just friends, but I guess we were both wrong. so tired, mentally and physically. Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 3:15 AM ♥
 { You reminded me of a self I didn't knew I had. } hehe, i'm sucha happy girl now <: Some reason just made a omglousyday into a ohsowonderful day :D Can smile like ohsowidely. :D Haha, anyway. Shall not say what cause only (L) and that (P) knows what happen <: Okay, tday I went back t school ! Finished touching up on autocad while I'm left w 3dmax. Dangs, tmr shall be a good girl and wake up early t finish theory notes and then shopping time <: <: <: Idk if it's confirm but ya I must shop tmr I don't care. ;D Anyway, cafe-d w brother again at lao di fang(L). I'm hungry now. Shyts, no i'm not gna open my cabinet full of snacks. :D Shall control, then i'm turning in before some superman come yank at me :x :x :x xoxomello, you're my heart heart heart breaker. Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 12:09 AM ♥
I stoned at the empty page for so long, should I update at 1.25am plus I needa get up at 8am tmr? >: Idk, sigh. Since I'm here then might as well write a few more words. haha, anyway. tday was real good t my sister. {: I help her cut bangs, laughs. Now we have the almost same hairstyle.  I don't know what's she doing w that face ._.  Super Bangs, so, i stayed home th whole day. (y), wasted my day. It rain ohsoheavily, ditch the basketball idea. :E Dangs, wanted t go shopping tday but ditch that too cause of the suckup weather ): Aye, spend my saturday at home .___. Well, it feels so yucks t know that you have t go school on a saturday :/ So many urge, so lil time ): xoxomel, needa get a life and step out, get a life of your own. Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 1:25 AM ♥
 { I want to find my way out. } Someone asked if Im happy, I said I am. now I think I need to think twice. Get well soon Chan Jia Li Cherie, <: xoxomel, think before you answer, cause you're just telling lies, hiding behind that regretful heart of yours. ._. Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 9:40 PM ♥
 I Hearts Hong Kong Cafe ttm. <:    BEANCURD LOVEEEEE <:   Date of th Day ! {: (and his Roti Prata. ) Okay, this habit has got to stop ! very soon, people around me will get broke and I will very soon have t declare bankrupt. :/ Dangs, photos above are not taken tday. Some day back, lol. Recently 'eat-ries' are not uploaded yet :x Cause I don't want people t come t my blog and see all the food food food. Make me look like a glutton ! ;/ I'm not one okay ! Anyway, tday mel's a goooood girl. Stayed home the whole t headache about presentations and schoolworks and more due work :/ Sigh, tmr (or maybe later) I needa go down t lavander :/ for Chingay (!) (y). Then after that going school, for more powerpoints/ catching up. Tsk ! Hopefully tmr I can reach on time :x Hahaha, I'm getting so hyped up when I wna go sleep . Omg, I can't wait for many many occasions t come ! Shall go back now <: Haha. xoxomel, cause I decided to turn around and walk out of your life this time, with a smile on my face.  It's feels so good, so different. I'm glad we're how we are now. xoxo. Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 2:07 PM ♥
 {you make me see stars on the brightest night :D } I'm a very very very very blessed girl tday :D (y), j said I sighed alot tday but i think that tday quite a good day :D idk why, but <: <: <: . Anyway, a few test are over. Tmr's gna be theory paper1. Idk what t study, die. Thanks Jrini for the notes, thank you thank you thank you for the effort put in ! :D Came home 'early' tday, ate home-cook-dinner (like finally) and watch a lil tv for a while. My theory notes left untouched, laid on the table. Then brother ask t go supper, i went, and my theory notes left untouched is still there. And now, I'm back and my theory notes lies infront of me untouched. :/ I wonder how tmr, 25MCQ. Should be filled with tricky answers here and there. Sigh, and and and. I saw wb when I was going home from yishun, sooooo coincidentally. B said that finally I saw someone I know when I'm w him, he thinks that everytime we go out, sure see people he know but idk. :/ Hehe, nvm. :D Same routine again, I wna go on a diet. Anyone wna help be my human bank? :E Ohoh, some nice person's gna gimme wake up call later ! :D See why I'm so <: <: <: now? Tday everyone so kind t me, EXCEPT those abcdefg people i shall not say. Ohhhhh ! And hor, i wna write a piece of my mind here : StupidddddHead, you are the one who did bad planning and now you're saying US inconsiderate? Please hor, spend so much money build one lousy room filled w nice nice things? They have exams then we have to keep quiet uh? Then what about when we have our exams? I don't see you asking them t be considerate and lower down their volume what. We're grown ups, we can follow instructions. You assume we don't know and you think that we want t disturb others ah? What about them disturbing us? Why not you just go back t your office and do what you should do rather then standing there for hours looking at students stressing their braincells ? :E More I say more I'm pissed, damn. I thought you were a very nice person, I thought we could enjoy being under your leadership but I guess now we know we are so so so damn wrong. :/ I'm disappointed, cause you don't even respect us. You treat us like junk, you look down on us. I don't like you, i shall treat you how you treat me. So you better know your limits ;D cause I know we won't be nice t whoever who mistreat us :D Whoa, cool or what ;D Hehe, ima happy girl, Im very chilled too! <: Goodnights before someone gives me a scolding tmr :D Nights lovelies. xoxomel, cause you filled it up with Love. Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 11:58 PM ♥
 { He told me: To let go of what I couldn't hold on. } MY PHOTOSHOP TRIAL ENDED, I DIDN'T HAVE THE PLANS FOR THE PHOTOSHOP. I ONLY CAN RELY ON MY MESSED UP NOTES. GOODNESS GRACIA MEL. >: What could get worst? D: Sigh, best is that during the explaination session w the class, i had my massive headaches and then I went t sleep. When I woke up, everyone was leaving for break already .____. Stupid co-op not opening, no sour power for me D: And damn, I needa save moolahs >: I can't wait for _____ and ______ t come. Hehe, (y). So instead of whining over here. I'm gna go sleep early and then go school earlier tmr <: Haha. Hopefully eh? xoxomello, flaunt what you have, that beautiful smile should not be kept under tha heavy mask. 12:14 AM ♥
would be back to how it used to it be.}  /. Being myself = Digging my own grave. xoxo.xoxo. Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 1:34 AM ♥
 { I don't wna be there when you're hot and cold. } tsk, didn't went t school tday. Sorry for not answering your calls and not replying all you people msges ! :x Sorry mboy'f for not going t school w you! Next time next time. :D Mm, training was bagus. It's been a long time since we have those trainings and it did make my legs go jelly. Now here pain there pain all thanks t no proper warm down. :E Walking in the rain for the past few days cause me t have fever, dangs. Ahya, fever also good, i got my own reasons. (: Haiyo, sometimes I like, sometimes I dread th rainy days. :/ Sometime t urge just grow so strong, sometimes I just wna kill myself for being me. Sometimes I wna just take a break. D; Sometime, this facade just slips away and you're seeing the real me. Sometimes I find it hard t trust you, find it hard t trust myself. I find it dumb t believe again, I find it a habit t lie. Sometimes when don't say anything, doesn't mean I'm not okay. I just need time of my own. Sometimes when I smile, it doesn't mean I enjoy your joke. sometimes when I'm me, I'm actually not me. It's hard to understand, sometimes when I blog and use 'I' , i don't really mean Me. This is getting into me, th more I type the more I remember. I'm going t go sleep now, i pray hard my leg recover tmr. p.s/ I think I sprain my ankle. D: On the happy note : Happy Birthday En Qi ! {: Sorry didn't went school t wish you. :E But hope you enjoy your day alrights <: Happy Birthday Li Fang! Haha, idk you got come tday anot. :x Happy birthday ah, dont late already okay! <: Happy 8th monthsary girl ! <: xoxo. Tho it's been sometime since we went out, i'm glad we still have each other alrights :D See you on thursday <: xoxomel, It's funny how you think you actually mean something to someone, and they just turn around and prove you wrong. -runawaytrain. Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 1:33 AM ♥
 {Black and white, past and present.} Well, i admit haven't been myself lately. Thinking too much, too much for me t handle I guess. People say, I can't take stress, I can't take pressure. Maybe it's true, cause I deserve it. I want t do extra things even tho I have workload up t my neck :/ Serve me right. ANYWAY, been enjoying everynight. I'm glad I have B t keep accompany me t nearby for meals. Big meals, thanks for the treats and you should thank me for some treats too right ! Ha, been really tight these few weeks. Haven't been able t take a breather. I did study abit at home, I did do my school work when I'm at home, I did think about other stuff when I'm in th train. I did try t wake up early and reach school in time. At least I did try, but when will things be enough for you? :/ Sigh, it's 12.09am now. I needa go sleep now, >: P/s. I'm Soooooooo sorry Naz! >: Didn't mean it, from bottom of my heart :E Super Duper Ultra Many Sorries Nazzie. P.P/s. Ahpa, maybe you don't read this but I'll be here for you okay ! {: No worries, I believe everything will turn out fine and she'll be safe. You'll see her grow up to be a v nice lady, I believe. {: Anything just tell nu er :D xoxo, you. we closed our eyes and enjoyed the silence, we stop thinking and enjoyed each other's company, why can't we just be in-love. Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 6:02 PM ♥
 What comes around goes around, that certainly means so much. Sigh, idk why th more I see the more dishearten I get. Even tho I know it's over and over it too, but th feeling of being evil for the last time again is so strong. >: Don't understand, maybe I'm not suppose t ? G J O W I A D K C I T T A I B W C I J K T T ? I R Y T M T T T I O F O, T H E M J T L Y K. I'm starting t lose faith, lose hope. I'm changing, everyone is . Cause I had enough of th mistreats, enough. ): I'm so not getting what I wanted, blah. Someday, somehow (w) we'll get treated as royalty. {: (Y)ayness to hong kong cafe ! {: Never fails to give me sunshine after tha rain :D I (L) Hong Kong Cafe-ing w B. ;D Sometimes, you'll never understand. Pathetic? Yes I'm sure you are. You don't step on others tail when they don't step on yours, easy? :D xoxomel, It is remarkable how similar the pattern of love is to the attern of insanity. Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 1:02 AM ♥
Why. Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 10:28 PM ♥
 { to see a rainbow, you got to overcome th rain. } was really in th Halloween mood tho didn't dress up and went candy collecting :x but but but mel was in a totally Halloween mood ! {: Was an all black day for mel, from th hair to her make up to her clothes and t her heels and shoes and socks and nails. Whoa, cool but sigh. Didn't reach target, tday was in shop th whole day. Didn't even realised it was raining outside :x Hehe, so after that went t meet brother and god-bro and sis for favourite hangout place {: yayness, but but but >: Sigh, been spending too much. >: Booooyahs, well time t concentrate on studies now. Stressman, seriously need time off for myself. Brother ask me t bake tmr, I needa do powerpoint presentation slides for both Lifeskills and Study Trip. ): Monday need hand in somemore, bagussss. Sigh, tmr morning >: Let's hope tmr will go well. Gah, nights. Seems like I'm holding onto nothing, :E I don't wna fall sick mannnnn, sigh. >: Tday is such a no link day, lol. Cause I can skip topics really well ;D Yaymee. xoxomel, put yourself in my shoes, you wouldn't like t hear those nasty things said bout you. >: Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 1:30 AM ♥
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