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Th Girl next Door.
I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
My Faith Is Shaking.



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{ A lil bit more, }


{ Cause you only wanted to be my friend, }

Ah! It's been sometime. :x Been studying, and trying my best t focus on studies more but seems like it's not working. D: Having something extra and studying ain't my thing, I'm coping but definitely not doing well. D: I needa take a break but I think I'm gna have t restart ): Sigh, this work caused me t have many different opinion on foreigners. ;D And this also caused me t have many many different cuts on myself ): Cute thing is, I even have a 'Y' cut on my hand, sigh. Nevermindddd, well. Ytd was a good day tho didnt reached target, after that went Hong Kong Cafe at marina. <: Boss not in, sadded. Ate alot, ordered many many times :x Epic stuff happened at th cafe, I wonder if I really so easy t catch people's attention. Just turned around t find th manager yet th staff kept coming t ask if I wanted t place new orders. Hahaha. Sit, eat, slack, laugh, but didn't take any photos. Guess we were too hungry ;x Was there all th way till 1am. Then realised that we dont have mrt home, so caught th nightrider home :E Reached home at 2am, whoa. Air was super good, chris said she wanted t see outside cause air was so fresh. Showered and slept. Shiok please, I haven't got a good night sleep since idk when. Been tossing and turning. Gees, nevermind. Start crapping online, <: Hehe. Alrights, nobody t crap with already. Find me too 'boomz' so they went offline D: Anyway, tmr 1530. If not sure die, it's 2.15am now. ): Can't continue this, but this is th only time where I can actually enjoy. :/ Sigh.

BY TH WAY, Belated生日快乐 to SuperDesman, Adrian, Teeyuan. {23October} Belated生日快乐 to Sufi { 24October} 生日快乐 to Ms Gan {25October}.
Like finally. :x

xoxomello,
cause I see things in many ways,
and I think of things in way you wouldn't expected.
You'll never understand,
I dont trust you when you say you do anymore,
cause deep down you don't. <:
Not gna give myself fake hopes anymore.

Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 1:06 AM

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{ Overwhelmed. }

{ If only, memories of you could just 'pop' away. }

Seems like this blog lacks of updates, ;E After penang trip, just became so busy and lazy for th uploading of photos and a proper update. ;x Aye, well shall not talk about that today. Today, i stayed home th whole day wanting t revise abit for th upcoming tests. Apparently, i failed terribly. I just sat infront of th television and watch shows for hours, then switched t th computer then switched t th tv-ing. Like shiok only, but dangs. :o Then after dinner, went Yishun w brother. Finally got to wear heels that I won't be wearing for a long long time, hehe. Then walked around, we both got th urge t try out new things so guess what. WE BOUGHT A FREAKING COOK BOOK. <: BEST, cause I can waste time reading through th cook book as if it's a favorite storybook. I lovelovelove th recipes inside, super cool ;D Well, i've got 4months t perfect th desserts, {: Overwhelm, now you know why. Since I got th ingredients might as well use them right. <: Alrights, not much time already. Buhbyes,

xoxomel,
sometimes words kept in th heart
might be just
words I needed t hear.

Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 11:58 PM

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{ Descended from Above. }


{ Try, }

I'm backkkkkk, in one piece too! Well, 5days 3nights just past like this. And as time flew while we were in penang, sad to say that school's reopening in 2days (one day cause it's like 2.22am now) Time flies when we're enjoying, so not used to being in Singapore after th trip. Haha, used to being in Malaysia/Penang. Where we think that things are cheap and th weather is not so humid. Well, back t reality. I still love Singapore aites. (: Cab t school w shelly, big heavy luggage ;x carry down t bus stop already panting can. Cab down and reach just in time, saw juster's super big luggage, suddenly felt that mine so small ._. Keep having th forget-t-bring-something feel tho I already check alot of time. Ahyo, finally board th bus over t penang. Super long ride but enjoyable. {: Too many many many photos, camera play stunt w me :/ So dumb t bring out a almost-full memory card out. D: More photos taken w lousy camera phone. Anyway, went alot of places, did alot of stupid things :x Enjoy alot, didn't really buy much. Sigh. It's okay I guess, upload those photos in fb another day, shall upload a few in th next post :D It's 2.42am now, might meet chris for vivo tmr, needa catch some sleep already (: Nights,

xoxomel,
If I walk would you run,
If I stop would you come,
maybe I'm not ready.

Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 12:03 AM

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{ Behind th lines, }


white lies that will never be discovered.

Ahhhhh. I'm leaving in a few hours time! :E Can't wait, I can't believe I haven't start packing yet, worst still Idk if I have th things I needed at home. Where did I go these few days, was busy w work nd went over t cousin's place on saturday after watching movie w chris, watched fame. Was so nice, what a movie. <: After that hong kong cafed and left for heeren. Saw many many things I wanted but nahhhh I wna save properly. :E Then went t novena, didn't know it was raining, walked at novena's mallS then went th downpour became a drizzle, went t cab t her place since idk where's th place :x Gah, waste money :/ Nevermind, bathe and didn't do much. Machiam ____ there, forget it. First and last time, sit there bbq and didn't do much. Felt so _____ cans, waited for th adults t finish their game then took aunt's car back. Reached home at 1am. Changed and went t bed, dangs. Shall not mention th rest, like ._. please. Anyway, things are still fine. I'm getting sick before th penang trip :/ Noooooo way, sadded. Idk whats gna happen tmr, idk what t get and what should I pack. Either a big and easy luggage or small and hard bags. :/ idkkkkkk, how how how. Siti said that if she's going on a trip. A few weeks before already pack hao. I don't know why I don't have th feel for this, sigh. :E but I;m feeling excited t travel w classmates uh. Haha.

xoxomel,
it feels good to be in a world of your own.
but this feeling turns sour
like an expire milk after sometime.

Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 11:23 PM

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{ So near, yet so far. }


Pop, th chemistry between us just disappeared.


D E A D T I R E D.
Mentally and Physically, going bonkers soon. Th moral of th story is, they still don't understand. Doubt they will, even tho they say they do, they really don't and even if they do, it is only th facade that's they understand. :/ So tired, haven't been taking a nice break for myself. Keep occupying myself w stuff that I don't needa do. Clearing up my cabinet, :E Gosh I'm gna be like superlady. :/ I'm bruised and need more energy bars and some jokes will be appreciated. Youtube's doing a great job but just not that entertaining anymore. :/ Maybe I just ask for too much, gah. Expectation gets high, fake hope also much more. Sigh, maybe i'm just tiring myself out. That isn't a bad thing after all, but but but .. Sigh.

xoxomel,
physically and mentally tired.
this robot/superlady job ain't working for me.
D E A D T I R E D. ):

Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 1:08 AM

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