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Th Girl next Door.
I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
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{ Just a lil bit. } {Nothing as beautiful as you.} It's 12.28am now! I just told everyone goodnight and I'm offline now, but th sudden urge to just blog just blew me here. ;x Juster was sending me th superdamnBIG folder when I got DC. Dannnnnnng, ): Mommy exchanged thumbdrive w me! So now I'm like 8GB while she's like 2GB. She got tons of photos which only covered 300MB! ;E Haha, okay w bigger space in my thumbdrive. Can put more crpas inside. ;E At least I got someeeee photos from Juster already, expect more photos the next post. Meeting mingbin tmr after school t go wrss then meet ex-classmates. <: Awwwww, idk if th feel is still there anot. ): Sigh, anyway! I drafted th previous post, waiting for juster's photo. I went out in the evening after dinner t meet Love! {: Went t favourite hong kong cafe, totally loved.  xoxomel, cause th moon stands a place in my heart & you don't ! Cause you're not th moon. ._. Joke! You're nothing more then a pretty face, you're just like what I heard. Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 10:33 PM ♥
 {Immune t this feeling.} 12:22 AM ♥
 {Don't keep it in your heart, what are friends for. } hehe, i don't care what she says. {: I'm already prepared to be the bad person. <: xoxomel, If your troubles break your stride, If you find yourself lost and all alone, who's th first you'll confide in.? Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 11:30 PM ♥
{ Whatever Major Loser. }  {What I dread the most is happening , once again, gone like th wind. D:} Sighhhhh. Idk what to do now, gahhhhh. ><>< I cannot believe that ___________________________.! Okay crap, anyway. Once a leo, always a leo. Once a B____, always a B____. Well, he must be drugged. Haha, oh well. It's not my problem anywayyyyys, I'm not interested in him hor, J! <: Left early, didn't regret. Cause I realised I'm really needing my sleep. ): okay, th modem is playing games with me. ;o rahr, jeng jeng. Gone case, my bed's calling. Sugars silly, *laugh*. {: xoxomel. it's written of over her face, but you didn't see it. Poor thing, My heart aches cause I know the aftermaths of you. Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 1:37 AM ♥
 I'm doing random quizzes at facebook, waiting for games to load. Gawdddd, dizzyspells knocking on my door again. ): I'm turning in early today, if I can. (: haha, slept late ytd and didn't managed t pull myself out of bed. I need some wake up calls please, no motivation for school. ): Gah, then class start at 8am. I woke yo at 6+,7+ then finally pull myself out at 8am. Haha, then went school alone cause Soxl was still at home. Great, I bought loads of tidbits. {: Did 3Dmax<3, then finally managed t make my empty box look more like a home. Happppppy, went tampines w clique. Gah, ate then went home {: Went out for chit chat session w love in th evening, haha. Home at about 12.30am. Whoa, great. <: xoxomel, you're only sorry that you got caught. Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 7:26 PM ♥
 {As our time begins to burn.} xoxomel, i don't want to stay any longer. 12:40 AM ♥
 {Learn how to stand up on your own feet, cause you're gna fall again soon.} xoxomel, noone can save you, except yourself. Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 7:50 PM ♥
 { She has already been replaced, you just didn't knew abt it.} Goodbye Weekends, wna know how t spend my weekends? Well, mel spent her weekend at home! Yea, goodie girl me was still not feeling well or maybe you can just call me lazy. Joke, daddy had t work and aunty was not at home. Was quite peaceful cause mommy was home for th afternoon, haha. Phew* Had dinner when dad came home, teevee-ed and slept. xoxomel. you'll know why, someday. {: Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 7:40 PM ♥
 {Pen me your thoughts.} It's been some time since I blogged. Well, it's 12:51am. Considered th wee hours of sunday, and it's raining heavily. Past few days was torturous for me. I fell damn sick, vomited and had no appetite for anything. Just kept drinking water and sleeping like a pig ): I'm much better now, my aunty says that it might be because I had rice for lunch, well. You might not know but it has actually been weeks since I last ate rice. I had rice for lunch then jeng jeng, I fell ill. Or was it the porridge I had downstairs with brother? Cause he also had th runs, dang. He recovered in one day and even managed t went over cousin's place t play mahjong ): Gahhhh, i was still in bed at that time please ._. Anyway, didn't go school on friday. Hah, missed out 3D max D: Sadded, someone still want t scare me saying that they handed in and left me only uh. Want die. ;x Mm, anyway. It's raining really heavily now and my dog just barked. ;o So practically, I stayed home for these three days. Sucha good girl can, haha. And daddy needs t go work tmr and aunty's having day off tmr ): That leaves brother { if he IS at home }, me and th lil devil at home tmr. Gah, I'm feeling sick yet I have t look after this brat. ._. how great, entertainment tmr? Gahhhhhh. Sian1/2. xoxo, I thought I Love You forever, but forever is over. Saturday, August 22, 2009 @ 3:59 PM ♥
 {Sit back, relax and enjoy as life zoom past you. } School ended at 12plus, whoa. Went home after school, didn't accompany clique out to anywhere. Ha, reach home. First of all, sorry dearest Jon! Couldn't accompany you tho I already told you I'll be meeting youuuuu. Gah, I went over t cousin's new *wow* place at whampoo. Nice view, nice nice nice. Mahjong-ed over there, help brother played the first few matchs and lost for him. Haha, watch tv fall asleep came online. Then I help Aunt play, ha. Best can, i likeeeee. I was the ultimate winner + aunt's help. Damn shiok, under estimate me. Dang, gah. I also think my ankle is facing some problem. Cause it really hurts when I walk }: Got the how-to-describe-feeling feeling. ): Dangggg, okay. I finally finishing browsing a lil bit of th furnitures website. Dead, i'm so dead tired. D: Ohoh! Did I mention that my LG died on my during th week of my birthday? If Im not wrong it was on the 7th, gah. Now i'm using Sony Ericson, working perfectly just that stupid bluetooth won't connect and I cannot send my photos t my laptop. Unless some kind hearted people wants t lend me their usbbbb lah. &&&&&&&! My thumbdrive got freaking virus. ._. Kuku lah. ): xoxo. It's better not to say anything, cause I always say the wrong things at the wrong time. Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 11:02 PM ♥
 {I made the wrong decision, now I regret. but it's just all too late ): } Apart from some people, well. I can say that I offically mia-ed. {: Haha. I did went t school, I did went out. I'm not emo-ing at home, I even did alot of shopping recently. {: Sounds like I'm doing great, well yea I'm not gna care about what is he thinking of or why did she do that or why are they together or what she said behind my back or what he did with his friends. Yea, just leave that sack for burden behind. I'm not saying that friends are burden, in fact I'm thinking that I'm that burden. I mean, you have t listen t me nag, talk and even scold. Whoa, why do you even need this friend who doesn't really add any colours t your life? mm, I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. I don't do nice things, instead I do things that I regret. I don't make the best cookies, instead I spend my moolahs on ingredients that I don't think I'll use. I don't have friends the best shoulder to lie on instead I scold and rant to them about their mistake. I'm beginning to find myself a burden, I can't do things nicely. I'm sort of tired of myself, giving all those shytos. Sigh, wonder when is all this gna stop. I finally found out that the problems lies with me, and started w me too. How greattttt. >: I'll try t get out of your way, <: No harm trying out things alone. I still remember those who stood by me when I was at my lowest. I'll remember those who saw me when I was invisible. Ha, sounds like I'm gna commit suicide ;x but I'm NOT! {: Eh life's getting more and more interesting, how can I die at this point of my 'story'? Gah. xoxo, I really don't wna be like her ): Sighhhhh. Cherish, please. Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 7:56 PM ♥
Happy Birthday LiJun <: No more sweet 16 already, now same as us 17 already. Meet you up for sentosa soon alrights (: xoxo. Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 10:46 PM ♥
 [For who, am I doing this for?] My love horoscope today, how true can things be? Something is going on that is leaving you feeling out of balance and you aren't sure what that might be. This may be a case where you are feeling tempted by something, and feeling guilty about the temptation at the same time. If it feels like you are on a roller coaster, it is because you are. You are feeling torn from what you think may be right and what may be wrong. The truth is, neither one may be right or wrong, and until you discover where the imbalance lies, you will never experience the love you are looking for. My fortune cookie tells me: May life throw you a pleasant curve. It's 10.46pm now, I think I'm gna turn in already. {: Early uh, anyway. Just back here t do some wishes: Happy Birthday LiJun <: No more sweet 16 already, now same as us 17 already. Meet you up for sentosa soon alrights (: xoxo. xoxo mello, just another lesson learnt, gotta move on and not lose faith, just another obstacle to face, i'll be fine after crossing the finishing line. 8:29 PM ♥
 {Take a look at yourself, think twice before you speak.} xoxo mello, what hurt the most, was what I loved the most. 12:14 AM ♥
 {Time needed for reflection, decision making and most importantly, finding back your inner true self.} Happy Belated Birthday ValerieNHL. :D Happy Birthday Melissa Lim. Yes, I went to school late today. Someone was later then me, and that someone left earlier then me. Whoa, did autocad. I think I understand what I was drawing uh, time flew. End of school already. (: Went home, prepared t go for Val birthday celebration at Swensen. Gawd, idk what they were doing in school but I'm glad I'm clean and not covered w whatever they were playing with (: Haha. Met zx outside Swensens, was doing 'mini shopping' in bhg. Haha, wanted t get new smells. ;x Tsk, today I didn't buy any apparels but spend moolahs on food D: Gawd, training is cut down but I'm not. >: Ate alot, gah. Told you Ily so I won't make you whattt. {: Alrights, tho we waited for quite long for the birthday girl t come down. Hah, I almost bought some stuff from cotton on/Body. ><>: It's 1.2o now, I needa go t bed already. Damn, that feeling that I dreaded the most is coming back again. D: Screws. Photos some other day, my LG died on me. I'm using this quite okay phone which has small keypads and sadly the bluetooth is not working. Or is it my laptop? ): Idk, everything seems t be failing in my life. Gah, not gna start on this. {: Ha. Life still goes on. xoxo mello, Love shouldn't be weightless, yet Love shouldn't weigh too heavy. Love should be felt, and not held. {: Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @ 3:41 PM ♥
 [Take a break, you deserve it.] HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE, HAPPY BELATED 4MONTHSARY. I got a feeling that I used this 'one step at a time' line before. :E Nevermind, today I was home the whole day. Big Aunt came over alone t visit us, she bought food too. <: Yummy. She was watching some horror movie, ask me watch together w her. Ha, like I dare. {: Watched with her, is not scary at all. >< We don't even understand the show, gawd. Went t meet Chris after the show, went Northpoint for Hong Kong Cafe. Thought very very long for the membership card, maybe some other day I guess <: Ha, ate super alot of food. It was nice, it was delicious alrights ;D I bet maybe next week I go eat H.K. cafe again. (: Anyway. It's 12:54am now, I'm hungry. ): Congrats, I'm hungry and I just happened t bloghop t someone's blog that has alot alot alot of photos on food. }: Class at 8am tomorrow, it's 1:55am now. ): -Sorry I lied. -Ily.♥  How much does Love weighs? so light that it can be blown away, or that heavy that we'll find it bringing us down? Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 2:46 PM ♥
 {;O, 好感, 不是爱情. } xoxo mel, it's something that words can't describe. <; 12:35 AM ♥
 [We needa take a break, figure out what you really want.] Happy Birthday Singapore, 44th birthday. Whoa, time really flies uh. Haha, later come back blog. Now the show already started, i'll blog again later <: Gaaaaah. {: My brother sprained his ankle, like omg whoa. It's like omg big different can. Like one big blue black over there hor, haha. I sound so evil cause he got blue black yet I over here haha. ;x dang, idk if I can see the fireworks anot ): Raaaaaah, I don't want t go out today cause sure like last year. Crowded, and will miss out th show &might even miss out the firework. Neverminddddd, lol. My father say that th president of cause like t mingle w the crowd cause when he goes back t his 'castle', he will be alone already. Awwww, good or bad? Gee, I can't wait for SIngapore Idol. {: I wna laugh my ass out. (: It's alright t have a good laugh rights ;D xoxo mel, somebody just got t lose, somebody just got t let go, someone just have to be the devil. Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 4:55 PM ♥
 { You can cheat yourself, but you know you can't cheat your heart. } HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE♥♥♥. Ohmygawd, it's National Day already! {: Ha, okayset. Idk what t do later on. Should I stay home and recite the pledge at 8.22pm? Or should I go out t watch th fireworks? Should I stay home and wait for Singapore Idol or should I hang out outside? I'm craving for Gelare's waffle ice cream w fruits and chocolates. >< I just came back from meeting chris, went Jurong Point walk walk. I was early, so decided t go shopping. {: Jurong Point so damn big, I still managed t bump into valerie♥. Oh well, dined at Crystal Jade. Haha, cab back t woodlands. Bought my tops(!), settled down at Macdonald again. Omgcan, caught up. It really feel good t have someone there for you uh. ;D Went home at about 11.45? Reach home at 12, i think. Gaaaaaaah. Now I'm feeling so ._. cause idk what I'm doing is right or wrong. Dang, I can console people w same problem w me but I can't do what I advise them t do. Wth mans, <: Nevermind. I'm going t bed if not my 'daddy' gna's nag at me. {: Nights.xoxo fairy god mother, cause she is confused, she doesn't like being trapped in this space, it suck ttm. Someone save her from her dilema. Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 4:47 PM ♥
 { You're my sweetest drug. Drug that might kill, drug I can't survive without.} I realised, everytime things like this happen. It's just a joke, joke joke joke. Epic joke, okay stop it. Anw, I'm falling sick again. ): My fever is back, flu and I think th sore throat is coming backkkk too. D: Dangs, I think Singapore haze is back too. Ahh, shito. It's freaking windy now, and cold. Idk why, I feel like going on a food fair craze. >< Yea, if you know me well. You'll know what I mean. Ha, I'm gna clear up that corner of my room cause it's really really messed up. All the bags and etc left there, acumilate till alot alot alot of things. Bye now. xoxo mel, it must be the biggest joke. So simple, yet things have t end up so complicated. Once again, I raised the white flag. ;E 2:22 PM ♥
[ Happy Birthday Alan Wong! {: ]  Post for you! Happy right, okay. I think you also dare not sleep in peace tonight, but but but oh well. Good nights, Happy Birthday again. I'll wish you again tmr when you're awake. ;x Have fun in your chalet, I'm sorry I couldn't make it down yesterday and today. Was really in a rush, yes yes. You know why. Happy Birthday Alan! xoxo myself, ha. Second post in a few seconds. 1:40 AM ♥
 [ no, not this time round. I'm gna back down. ] I just got home from boon's match, the finals. Congrats, got 2nd. Better then nothing, haha. Today, is national day celebration in school. Had quiz in classroom then went down for kite flying compy. Quite 'fun', th sun was making me melt. Not windy at all, even if the kite can fly. No wind how t fly ? ._. Anyway, epic man. Didn't know that our class can actually win 3 prizes tho we totally didn't expect it. Ms Gan just anyhow push one of us up t collect the prize, ha. Went home, was damn H.O.T. Went out again t meet w tasha &company. Thanks Tasha& co for the handmade present, I like it okay? Seoul Garden was full house, need wait an hour+. Waited for Teckhow then steph t come before deciding t head UP t sakae sushi. Haha, last year also like that. Catch up w steph, talk alot. Ate alot, I think that th aunty there super kawaii. <: Okay, I thought I was going t explode cause I was damn full. Still ordered coke in th end. Whoa, shopped around causway. Couldn't find anything I like, dang. I suddenly got the shopping craze ): Hahyoooooo, cabbed down t Republic poly for boon's match. Thank you taxi uncle for wishing me a happy belated birthday! (: Reached too early, tho I missed out SP vs NYP. I managed t catch RP VS TP. Whoa, shiok can. Someone bought their relative's baby here. Like damn cute, aww. Anyway, temasek champion. Ite got 2nd then I forget already. Ha, okay nice. Idk what t say already, it's 1.35am now. I don't feel well, I don't feel good. I'm going t sleep and then upload everything at facebook and blog tmr/later today. :/ Like dangs man. xoxo myself, 12:34:56-7/8/o9, what were you thinking of at this time, on this date? What were you doing? ♥♥♥♥♥ Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 11:38 PM ♥
Happy Birthday myself, Qijie <:  {It feels good to be back on cloud nine, like my wishes came true.♥} Thank Yous for remembering, thank you for the surprises. Thank you for trying t make my day, thank you for letting me have my way. {: Yous sure did made my day♥. I like surprises and th surprise you gave is like imba. (; Tho I might not seem happy in those photos, I really am happy cause you did your very best. I really appreciated it all, every single lil thing. Tho I got smashed like 3times today, I enjoyed it all. Although not all of you stayed for the celebration. I'm glad I have yous. <: Really made my day, mel hearts you all. Okay, I went t school w the butterflies in your tummy feeling. Oh, I'm glad we're back t normal. I really hate the feeling of awkwardness between us two. Anyway, thanks clique♥ for planning th surprise for me. Thanks t you, my uglam photo appeared in your blogs again. Thanks t you, my jacket is smelly. My hair smells, my face totally cui. Haha, afterall I enjoyed. Enqi also gave weisan a facial, laughs can. She seems a lil pissed off, mm. Shhhhs, nevermind. Went home t bathe cause really very cui. Saw somethinggggg! You know I know ah. Haha, showered and left house for training. I also got surprise for you all. Idk what you all mean but it was really dissapointing? Hahyo, forget it. Enjoyed♥ it w Valerie, Lijun, Zixiang and Caifa. Haha. Okay, enjoyed alot can! {: Ran around th school w cream all over me, best thing was that I was bare footed! :X Okaycan, went home after keeping the nets and everything? Like please can, wahliew. ._. Not first time already, so sian-ed of all your freaking boss attitude? Anyway, parted ways w Caifa, Valerie♥ and Lijun. Met up w loveliessssssss t have supper/dinner. Ohmygawd, I'm truely very very very touched(!)♥. I almost got a shock when I saw you cannnnn, gaaaaaaah. Speechless for awhile, okay. Ate, someone had t leave first D: Dang, I forgot t take photo w youuuuuu ): Anyway, headed t bbq pit there. They hide my phone. Super cute can Jonathan, ohoh. Saw Jonathan Goh, thanks for the wishes ! {: Surprised me w a cake, got smashed again. Haha. Nevermind, cause someone also kena abit! {: Lucky is just a small small part of me kena. <: Good try. Thank you all for your gift! Mel really lovelovelove♥ it. It's the thoughts that count too, I'm really touched. O: Sigh, idk what I'm going through now. Gaaaaaaaaaah. Photos in facebook some other day, it's 2am now. I'm not sure what are we gna do tmr. Dang, tmd. I'm still under a lil shock. ><>: Anyway, it's 2.31pm now. I can't wait for 123456789 tmr. {: Once in a life time, just you wait. I shall do something great at that timing tmr! <: Hurhur, xin yang yang rights. Okay dumb, i'm zi-highing here now. :E Nights lovelies. Thanks for making my birthday so worthwhile, thanks for making this so memorable and wonderful. ♥ xoxo my friend, thanks for making this life so interesting. You revived my life, I cherry all of you. xoxo yous. You know I have you in my heart♥. <: Thursday, August 6, 2009 @ 10:27 AM ♥
{Toottwotoot.}  {Annoyance.♥} My sister want t act smart cannnnn, haha. Shall not make her malu here ;x ahhhhh, kay gah. I forget what t say here. I didn't go school today, let's not say why. {: Went back sleep and found out it was 3.3opm already. Haha. Computered the whole day, was outside watching The Shopaholic tho I was online. Damn funney and i likeeee,. Okayyyy, bye. xoxo superstar, my number One. (: Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 4:24 PM ♥
 {Sometimes when things don't go your way, take a break. You can't jolly well sit there and perfect your mistake. (: } xoxo my friend, don't bottle it up like I do, you gotta remember that there's someone behind you (: Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 3:45 PM ♥
 {In a snap, everything can change.} omg, my brother just told me dimples is a bad signnnnn! }: Sadded cause I've always like dimples! He say it means your smiling muscle are not good. ): I likeeeee, but but but sian1/2. Nevermind, okay. It's 12.59am now, class is at 8.3oam ): Th people that i'm talking t now are all having afternoon classes. D: No fair, hai. I got no feel for anything now, dieeeee. Ohoh! Dinner just now was bagus, wasn't feeling good so I ate and watch tv and continue eating. :X Ohmy. No training on monday, I feel like having some delicious food. Ahyooooo, i don't care already. {: I happy can already. xoxo, i hope you're glad. cause I've back down. Sunday, August 2, 2009 @ 6:26 PM ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER <: Dang, sorry for coming down late. ): Ha, i love your cake alright. Didn't managed t smash some on your face, abit regret. You should be happy cause you showered already alrights, talk and talk downstairs w chris/yang/meng/jon. {: I enjoyed. xoxo, I realised my heartbreaks and every other happenings, are caused by myself. 2:28 AM ♥
 Cause I myself don't understand. ;x Well, today's the last match we're playing for polite. Tho we lost, but I think that we tried our best. Maybe what he said was right, ha. I think he was right, but at least I tried. Well, before I forget. Happy Birthday YanQi &Nette (: Mm, after th games. Waited for the guys then headed somewhere there for dinner/supper. Ate and took 969 home, congrats t the guys Team ITE for getting third. (: Home and showered, yea. Idk what was I thinking, what was I doing. I'm truely very sorry. >: Gaaaaaaaaaaaah, also no use. If sorry cures then have police for what? {: I can't remember what happen but yea. I'm not sure if I'll still be seeing the girls ): Gosh, is it time for me t put volleyball aside and concentrate on my studies? I'm not sure if there's training, i'm not sure if i wna go and let my pathetic gpa stays this way. Nehneh, dilema again. Hurhur, okaycan. I'm gna t plan ahead now, I'm gna do something about my life. I also want t do something crazyyyyy. >< hurhur, okay shall stop here. Can't remember what I wanted t post ): xoxo love, pretending nothing happen when you knew that it has caused the worst you could expect. Whoa, great job mel. ._. Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 3:13 AM ♥
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