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Th Girl next Door.
I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
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{Video taken out. } Before I leave for KL, share w you this super cute advertisement <: Well, pray hard we have fun in KL. Tsk, gna miss training ): Rahr, nevermind. I'm going sleep already. Feeling tired, just hope I don't be late for meeting vale tmr! <: Nights, sugar sugars. xoxo love, I hope I survive. You don't know what I've been through, please spare a thought for me before you shoot. lovelovelove! <: Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 11:31 PM ♥
Rawr, skip t main point. Stayed over at cousin's place, went out w cousin& mummy at 5+ t bugis t get my backpack. Pray hard Everlast there still have stock if not I'll be damn D: , luckily both outlets also have the bag but not in red ! Nevermind, I got the grey one. I like tho you said it was boring (!). nevermind, dinner at Ice Monster. Very very very cold after that, cold noodles, cold mixed fruit shaved ice, cold atmosphere and cold shops. :/ Okay, very cold. After Ice Monster, parted w cousin &mommy cos going meet Lijun and Mag <: Bh left earlier cos she got something on. Sooooo, we walk and walk and walk. See alot of stuff that I wna buy but needa resist temptation ): Maybe next time! {: After that went home, tired. Anywayyyyy, my precious laptop died on my on 24th, one day before Pop Legend MJ ): Sadded, now MTV is replaying his Music Videos and I'm falling in love w th songsssss. >: Tsk, okay. I send my laptop for repair on the 25, forget t tell tha guy that I won't be in Sinagpore next week. Jialat. How ? Pray hard they take just nice one week t service. <: That means, lesser of onlining and lesser of updatings! <: Shall update when my precious is back. Okay, won't be in Sg till 1July. Haven't pack yet, th girls should have already settled their stuff except val and me D: So little time, and I can still be here at 1.46am. Real dead meat. Nights people. xoxo you, You don't listen t what people say and believe in them immed. , that's what stupid people do. Do you do that? Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 1:32 AM ♥
 {It takes two hands t clap, but you are not doing your part. } After tmr, the house will b dead quiet. ): I promise you there'll b nothing for you t rant on very soon. Your words will be one side go in, another side go out. {: Well, if you find this place a lil empty. Remember that you're the one who caused it. Peace yo, shall not let you& her affect me. Inside my meat, outside also my meat, you don't expect me t choose which side I want cos both are my meat. I rather sit below the stage and watch. Well, enough is enough. There's a limit t everything, you're just a little overboard. Wait, I forget that you will never see things in our point of view. If you have your say, say it right t me. Don't go act one good and start badmouthing when everthing ended long time ago bitch. She did nothing wrong, I find that you're in that wrong okay? ILTSTTM. xoxo sucker, I held back, cause I remember who brought me up all these years. It's not a one-person's credit. Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 1:51 AM ♥
{ It's gna be Summer alone, but it's still Summer. Rahr, I ranted alot alot alot. I typed and typed, I backspaced alot too. but I just didn't post out, no guts &no rights. >: Trained the whole day today, pain. My shoulders hurts like hell ): Cannot do service, tsk. My shoulder joint seems t be moving too, then got the cracking sound. Feels very disgusting, and there's sunburn there too >: Mm, i applied this cream on my shoulders and I cried cos it heated up ><>< Rahr, no more crazy stunts mel.I'll have fun, I think. }  xoxo myself, loving myself still the best. Won't get cheated on, won't feel hurt, won't feel the sting of being throw aside. <: Jiayou mel, you gotta stay strong, both inside and outside. Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 1:01 AM ♥
  {Same Same Same. <:} HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUOYU <: mm, still pain. Training was okay. <: Sorry for the bad tempered mel. >< brunt =" damn">:* Don't bother guessing the She, He, They, I. It's not who you think it is. <: You misunderstood is your problem, you think too much also your problem <: Peace yo. Edited: hurhur. Went for my three-meals after training w christina and desmond, jonYong came down too. When I reach saw Damial, hongli. Then behind was weicheng w xt&co, then lester &co came then saw jonG then saw fengming&co and my brother came. Whoa, so coincidental sial. Like neighbourhood gathering. Tsk, I miss the past. xoxo you, press rewind and rewrite all those white lies. I still prefer the past, ah. No use crying over spilled milk. >: Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 12:55 AM ♥
 {Imyvm. D: When's the next meet up? Looks like everyone's going their own way. ): } xoxo you, i don't trust, i don't believe, nothing's making me trust and believe. i want to be normal. >< Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 1:11 AM ♥
Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. Screws. { It chews on my soul, it won't stop till I learn t let go.}  Training was okay, keep wanting to rest. Difficulties t breathe, very easy get dizzyspells. Veh tough >: Fever's pulling me down, but I don't want to give up so soon. Rahr, but but but was better after drinking mountain dew(♥!) Learn how to quick spike, fun but heh trying. After that change back to normal spiking, my mind abit mixed up already ._. Tsk, knee giving me problem. Dang, why now? >: Ohohoh, met up w buddy(♥). Pass her her book, didn't even read half of it. >< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">♥) Anyway, dinner w the girls. Really very LOL, rahr. Dilema for a very very very long time D: I don't like being sandwich between two groups which are precious t me. Blah, it's hard t balance. I admit i'm not good w multi tasking. Rahr, I feel bad becos of alot of thing. D: It's 2.35am. >: Insomia already, everynight also like this. Even if i turn in at 12. Also about 2plus sleep D: I don't like >: Anyway, I want go sleep already if not D's(♥) gna tell my mother that I'm sick. >: Evil meany, like this also can. Rahr, mel's turning into someone creepy, so creepy you wouldn't even recognise her. D: xoxo you, it's hard to just wake up and face reality. it's hard to just forgive and forget, it's hard to get used to whats happening, it's hard but it'll get harder, she'll live her life w regrets, but she just won't listen. Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 12:44 AM ♥
It's 2.45am now ): I tried sleeping but failed. So I went blog shopping. <: I saw nice nice nice stuff ! Awwww. Dangs, I'm youtubing and there's nothing for me t watch anymore. I don't like to watch for boys over flower t load cause the links are always broken. Rawr. I'm gna force myself t sleep now. But before I gooooo, hurhur. I saw this very very limited edition Havainans !  I like ;D And and and I want to get rid of my eye bags D: I'm getting insomia, i want to sleep but I just can't! DangDangDang ): What a life. xoxo, please recall who did what wrong. I don't admit that I'm right, doesn't mean that I'm wrong. <; Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 2:39 AM ♥
Rantings Ahead. Read at own risk. ._.  {If you considered yourself BFF. Define BFF.} Training was good today, got coach like finally. Played match, interesting. Some really effing funneh things happened. Well, my arm hurts. D: Car ride to Jurong East, thanks vale for accompanying me back t sembawang. <: Hms, it's gna be 3am now. >: Might have migrane, split headaches on and off. Maybe that explains my temper. Dang, I was really in a happy state of mind can? Tsk, idk man. There's school tmr, double dang. I feel like having Mc Cafe's Latte drink. I can't go t sleep, headache on and off how to sleep? Anyway, i don't like me. I hate me, it sucks t be me. It really does, I can't make up my mind, I'm flicker-minded. I'm giving up, I don't want to be me anymore. I choose to do things the hard way cause I thought that it will succeed but hell no, guess I'm wrong. Hard or easy, things still fail. Ahah, nevermind. Very sudden ending. ._. Spoiler. xoxo, defination needed. It takes two hands to clap. What if _ choose to just pu tdown _ bags and walk away? As if anybody will stop _. Ah, right round right round. Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 12:59 AM ♥
Happy 2nd Monthsary Valerie Ng, Happy Belated birthday Hong Li, Happy Belated birthday Maurice.  {How things would be, if I'm still a small child. Loved, pampered, cherished.} Maybe some other day. Tsk, fallen apart. xoxo my friend, exploded. This might be what we all needed. /. Cause I'm already used t it, since it's all written over your face, I'll give what you want. Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 1:45 AM ♥
Drifting apart or Drifted apart? Well, we've been through alot haven't we ? This shall be a major update cause I haven't been updating properly ever since idk when. <: Okay, let's see. Volleyball Competition is over now, got 3rd placing. Upcoming Combine team still unsure. It's the holiday now, artwork not all completed. Presentation is over andphew* lucky nothing bad happen. Hm, to those that he said did badly. Don't care him, you know you did you very best, can le. He thinks that he's the best, don't consider our feelings. Let's not care about him alrights, we must proof t him that we're the best. <: Smiles okay, no need to get dishearten. Don't put his bullshit words into your heart. Well, mrs tan is also right. Reality is cruel, we must be able to face it okay? Well, I believe together we can work all our problems one. We'll be there for each other, right? <: Headed over to Ajisen for our lunch. Was straving cans, we were so silent when our noodles came cause we were kinda busy gobbling up everything ;x haahs. Walk around Tampines, brought my 'iloveorange' notebook and some japanese/korean drinks. <3 Home sweeet home after that. Weather is terrible these few days D: People don't get sick like me alright. Alrights, it's 12.39am now. I'm going to turn in soon, cause my head's spinning and i don't like this feeling D: Rawrs. xoxo my friend, no point telling me we're not, the truth is clear, we are, Please don't avoid. We are drifting further apart. D: Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 5:49 PM ♥
xoxo my friend, not going to be another fool. Not going be your used tool. Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 9:20 PM ♥
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