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Th Girl next Door.
I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
My Faith Is Shaking.



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{ You got me on Cloud Nine. }

<: Hurhur, okays. Erm, yes. Hahas, no. Idk what I wna say here. Should I rant or just keep it in myself? Lala. A very BigBang, SS501 day. Brother has been complaining the whole day cos I keep replying th whole Korean playlist again and again. &&Mel studied the whole day in the room D: Tsk, notes notes notes. Shelly and Weisan warned me not to go out, ask me stay home study. <: I listen t them okay! Study and study, well. Price to pay for my holiday <: Anybody know when's the holiday? :D I can't wait. Haaaahs. Alrights, I'm going to continue doing my notes. Let's just hope it'll be an easy paper and the things don't run away when I see the questions ! Wish me and you, you and you luck !

Xoxo my friend.
Honey, your time is up.
Now go back to where you come from,
cos we don't need you. <3


Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 6:00 PM

Hurhur. Mel got the flu bug already luh, Singapore already got 4 cases. Saw people wearing mask in shopping centers already. >: I seriously hope this will stop, D:

xoxo my friend,
if the world's gna end in 3 years time.
What will you do in this three years?

Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 8:43 PM


{Boom Boom Power Up.}
Mel shall be a very nice girl and try to make everyone she's talking to a happy girl ! <:

Shelly: Cheer up lah. Don't need to apologise to us, I'm used to it already. <: What's most important is your happiness alrights? I understand, I believe you will tell us what happen when time is right <: Takecares, mama yong yuan ai ni ;x Hurhur, gosh.

Valerie: Hurhur, i miss the crazy de fa la li. Where is she ah, faster help me find her back okays? <: I know you sure can dig her out one!
Mel is sooooooo in love with G & Famous Amos ! <: Hey, see this? Now smileeeeee okay?

Xoxo my friend,
false pretense.
Get a life please,
just because you life suck,
doesn't mean you'll make ours the same as yours.

Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 11:56 PM


{ Milk Tea will suck if there's the sucky lemon in it, I rather it be plain then adding lemon to boost the taste. }



Dang. Photoshop can go bang wall already luh, 3hour paper I used up 2.5 day dreaming D: Tsk. Neverminds, still happy with what I did. {: Dang, finally my ___ got use too! <: Tsk, what a rahr rahr day. It's 1am now, tmr 8am need reach school >:

Xoxo my friend,
no use crying over milk that you spilled.
What the reason behind all your kuku plans?

12:39 AM


{ You just keep getting me going. <:}

Xoxo my friend,
you took me up to cloud nine.
Am I suppose to get down myself,
I need your help,
very much. <3.>

Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 9:21 PM


{It's not just a four-letter word, there's something behind this thing.
Don't you think so?}
{♥}

Rawr. :E It's 3.58am now, just finish studying a lil' bit of here and there for the theory examination tomorrow. D: Gee, let's just pray hard luck is on my side tomorrow (: Heading down to Eunos after that, >: Let's hope things goes the way we planned alrights?

xoxo my friend,
phobia ._.
Don't blame yourself.
Behind that facade,
someone you won't even know.

3:58 AM


{Take me away, cos I need a break.}

Performance: Sucks like nobody's business ): I'm so disappointed in myself, didn't expect to perform this jialat. D: Winning isn't about everything, although we won but super unsatisfied with myself. D: Already over, need to win it back on tuesday (: Jiayous girls, I must must must must sleep Early on monday night. It's a Must ! Went t have dinner w the team at Braddel/Tpy's Botak Jones. Super full, had alot of food. (: Satisfied dinner, like a feast. Made Mel a very happy girl (: Today is a give and take day, I received many surprises and took in many setbacks. Well, that's part and parcel of life. What to do ? Neverminds, today I'm a happy girl cos many many manyyyyy things happen. I believe all these happen for a reason, I must open my small little eyes Bigger t look clearer at where I am standing now.

Xoxo my friend,
I heard em' talk,
saying stuff I would rather not hear. >:

Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 10:41 PM

:D I'm feeling super duper eggcited. :X The feeling was not there until about 5plus ? Now i'm so tensed up already ;x Anyways, hopefully win or lose we will enjoy the game and learn from our mistake okays? :D One team, One Central. <: Shagged, there's some things that I recently found out. >: Anyway, it's 1118pm now. I'm having butterflies in my stomach. :X Hellbaby, I'm getting all the frights again >: Okay, really needa go already. Well, shall post some really important things before I sleep infront on my laptop. <:

To Soxl,
Girl. I know you're facing some kind of trouble, well. Told you my sixth sense veh accurate le, cheer up okays? Tired jiu rest, mel's shoulder 24/7 for you t lie/cry/sneeze on okay! Although I don't know what really happen, just wna let you know I'll be here for you just like how you got my back! :D I know it's just a mere 5months plus, how to compare w yona and your other clique rights? Well, you've got sucha wonderful family and friends. Must cheer up okay? Cos it's really not a good feeling t see the crazy soxl so quiet and calm ;x I get worried very easily one okay! Xoxo Soxl, You've got mel to talk t okay! (:

To Kws,
Hey. You know what? I kinda miss you bullying me ley, it's really weird t see you and soxl so quiet and not-crazy. Tho you don't really want t tell us what happen or what had happen, we sensed that something is wrong. Please tell us okay? Don't make me worried ley, not a good feeling. I want US to be crazier, I don't mind let you bully ah. ;x (I think I will regret saying that.) Ws, please be crazier. I think I will really go bonkers if you two keep going on like this. >: I miss your crazy souls, faster go back to normal okay? Counseller Mel always here for you hor, don't so fed up about all these things. <: 24/7 you know who to call okay, I know I don't stay near you but you can call me talk cock all these, I sure entertain you okays? Xoxo Ws ;D

Lastly, Jiayous Team Central!. Win or Lose, One team One Central :D Do our very best, Jiayous :D Xoxo.

Xoxo my friend,
I'm sooo on cloud nine (:
Nights peeps <:

Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 8:56 PM

Start off this post with this super ._. thingy:

Conversation between SuperDesMan and me. ;x

(8:13 PM) [SuperDesMan]:
y u dont want call yrself
michelle?
(8:14 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: HAAHS
why michelle !
i mean, whats wrong with melissa ~
(8:14 PM) [SuperDesMan]: lol
(8:14 PM) [SuperDesMan]: u gt the MICHELLE face
=x
(8:16 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: haahs
michelle face .
(8:16 PM) [SuperDesMan]: lol
(8:16 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: ): So sad .
(8:16 PM) [SuperDesMan]: cos i gt 1 friend look like u
her name also call michelle
(8:16 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: that means i don't have the Melissa face la.
(8:16 PM) [SuperDesMan]: lol
melissa okok
michelle better
XD
super mich !
(8:17 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: haahs
michelle face.
Im sooooo going t blog this !
(8:17 PM) [SuperDesMan]: lol
o.o
(8:17 PM) [SuperDesMan]: MICHELLE face!
(8:17 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: haahs
but i like melissa ;x
haahs
(8:17 PM) [SuperDesMan]: lol
(8:17 PM) [SuperDesMan]: supermario!
(8:17 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: yes
sounds like super mario ;x
(8:18 PM) [SuperDesMan]: lol
best!


(8:20 PM) {♥} SUPERMELL: brb ha ;D I go teeve !
(8:21 PM) [SuperDesMan]: oh ok
bye michelle
hah


Out of all the possible name, he gave me a Michelle. It's not a ugly name just that, I like my Melissa hor! :X I can't believe, I still respond to him when he called me Michelle. ><>: Alrights, enough schoolwork now. Training has been going on smoothly, things seems to be alright for the time being but damn still don't like my receiving. >: Hopefully we can improve and play well on friday <: Jiayous Girls.
For the guys, tsk. You all can do it too, just depends on you Want anot. Since you have pushed yourself t this level, why give up at the very last minute? Won't you hate yourself for not proving to people that you can do it? Won't you want t prove ahem wrong? Maybe you won't get the chance t proof it but at least deep inside your heart, you know you tried. I know I have no stand to say all these but it's the passion that push you forward, no matter how lousy you play you must still continue t encourage and do your best for the team. Win or lose, one team, one central. <: Thick or thin, I believe we will stick through it all. <: And then, there's my dearest friends. I know schoolwork is piling up and we have all been slacking playing facebook. I'm sorry for the very tempremental mel you peeps have been seeing in school, I will try t change for the better okay? Love you people la, don't stress, we can study and solve our problems ourself w/o needing t kena from CA :D Justerini, I know you're feeling stress cos of alot of things. Well, we are your friends so you can count on us alright? (: That's what friends are for hor, weisan and shelly. (: Alrights, it's 1.25am ): I told myself t sleep early today, yet yet yet. Sighs. Nights people, suagrs.

Xoxo my friend,
Things are just not the same anymore,
we are really drifting apart,
or is this just reality?.
I never liked Reality,
but it's something that I have to face. }:

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 12:41 AM

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :E :D :D :D :C :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D


Xoxos,
I'm only just beginning to see the real me.
So freaking unreal, me.

Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 1:55 PM

._. I did update, there's training tmr. Heard that it's the last training with coach, and heard that competition is coming soon. I don't feel the anxiousness in me yet. Why? ):


xoxo my friend,
so tired of all the dramas.
if my life would get film down,
it would be a blockbuster.

12:26 AM

WAHKAOOOOOOS ): KL got H1N1 flu already, haisyo.
Why this time then catch the flu bug? Very soon, Singaporeans will be seen wearing mask walking down Orchard Road. ): I actually had many stuff t blog about, but forget about it. Maybe tomorrow (: So gna miss EC. Rawrs.

Xoxo my friend,
we just want to take a break,
to find
a heart to rely on,
a shoulder t cry on.
Is it really asking for too much?

Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 9:00 PM

FOUR Updates to make today ;D

Happy Mothers' Day to All Mommys out there!!



This was on a thursday, april 16. In the middle or training, left early cos it was mommy's birthday. ): Had Swensens(!) at Junction8, yummy mans. Hope you enjoyed yourself ya.



Happy 1st Monthsary Dearest ;X (10May)



Happy one monthsary Vale. Love ya, ;D

Happy Birthday Christina! (10May)

After 12midnight :D

{ Came back from jalan jalan, then played games w them. Th rest were already sleeping ): }


. Days spend at Christina's Chalet :D We went WWW too, quite enjoyable. (: Met new people, veh interesting. Loveeeee you ttm :D
Happy Birthday Jovi Chew! (11May)




















, Love you all ttm :D


Xoxo my friend,
cos I was right infront and you didn't see me.
Please watch where you're going,
Cos I will push you down.
Stop, shut up. Serve you right, tmdb ;x


Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 1:18 AM


{ Sunshine after rain. }

TGIF! :D The day started off pretty badly, met up w shelly. Miss a few bus, took bus at 8plus when lessons started at 8. Cool or what, a few stops before school, started t rain damn heavily. Alighted 2stops before school and took cab into school, got wet. Was freezing in class, had t sit cos it was already 9.2o when we reached. Theory ): Freezing like nobody's business. Went for break, had hot hot burger. <: Forget t bring jacket, damnit. Headed back to class for Lifeskill. Went t bedok inter t have lunch(?). Didn't eat, no appetite, rawrs. Went back woodlands by myself cos the girls wanted t go back for the O level thingy, some people say might not be going then in the end everybody went except for me ): Took bus down causeway then took mrt up amk. Waste time only, met mommy and headed over t salon for my haircut. { Read previous post for haircut }, headed t amk t do some shopping. Bought dress and fbts and a big jug of MILK for mommy. She was not planning t go home so that means I have to carry it back home ): Heavy, went to north point extension t check out the printer. Headed t Japanese Foodcourt for lunch(?), no jappy food for me for at least a month please. Kinda sick and tired or it, had unagi ommelette ? The picture shows sucha small plate but Tada, come out is like for 2 person eat one cans. >< Shared w mommy, sooooo scare of it already. Went down walk walk check out the All-in-one printer, suddenly want t get myself headphones and hard disk. (: Hey, but I didn't okay. Save money for things that I really need(!). Alights, it's 2am now. I'm sorry ha, head ache idk why. Damnssssss, there's Mother's Day celebrate at Uncle's place tmr. Missy's chalet in the night, stayover!~ Dizzy spells, gosh. ): Nights people,

xoxo my friend,
cos things don't pause, rewind and play
as nd when you wish it would.

Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 12:12 AM


{ Hoho. Love MTTM. }


I did the most shocking thing ever !!!!! ): Gonna emo one corner already posting this post. ;x I cut my hair till it's super shortttttt . Ahhhhhhhhhhhs, short as in very shortttt. Near neck there, not even touching shoulders short ! ): Omg mannnzxzxz, no more smacking of people when they come near me in the mrt, no more wasting time before training to tie up my hair. No more long hours in the shower trying the shampoo my hair and no more spending hours drying my hair in the middle of the night ): Sighs. ):
Photo of my shocking short hair photo coming up soon ;D Please comment ah (: Haaaaahs.

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Tada ! :D



Xoxo my friend,
cos I've just told a white lie ;X


-Edited.
Heyyo. :X I'm feeling guilty manxzxzxz.

























{ Tada, Still love MTTM :D }

I'm just plain bored cansxzxzx, i have nothing to do now. I don't feel like doing my work, I don't feel like packing my bag for chalet and I don't feel like going anywhere. ;x I feel like going t amk for the food feast. >: There's the fashion thingy on sunday. Idk manxsz.

Xoxo my friend,
I feel much better now,
cos the guilt went away (:



Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 8:42 PM