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I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
My Faith Is Shaking.



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{Colour of the wind, tralal. :D}

Holaaaaa :D
Today Mel's mood really very good :D
Hao de bu de liao ahhhhh.
but but but ,
needa apologise to Val for forgetting to bring the chocolates ! :X

Alrights, another 1hour and off for training :D
>: Butterflies in my tummy.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 2:36 PM

{I can see the moon smiling at me, th sky is bright and the clouds are fluffy. }

{♥.}

Short update for the rest of today.
I silented my phone and thew it in the closet. :/
Gahs, contact me if you can cos idk when will I take it out. <:

Xoxo my friend,
cos I didn't want history t repeat.



Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 8:06 PM

Holaaaaaaaaaaa. <:
There's another two hour break now, oh gosh. They wanna feed us fat fat then they happy is it ? The classroom is open for us, half half went for break, half half are in classroom t play facebook :D Ahhhh-. I'm still really a very very very selfish person I guess. >: Facebook-ing. <: I'm fine, I really am.

Xoxo my friend,
I'm not as strong as you think I am.
Cos I've decided t ditch the mask a long time ago.

12:18 PM


{He who gives you Happiness, can also take it away from you.}



Mel's feeling damn shag and cold and freaky and weird and sleepy and upset and idiotic and cheesy and saddening and depressed and fishy and jealous and emotional and messy and sick and in pain and ohmygod and ican'tthinkofanthingalready. >: Sad to say, my injury is back. Damnit, please go away okay? Training was normal, still not what I wanted. Guess I over do myself again, my arm freaking hurt. >: Still, I didn't dare t voice out. Oh well, training's over already ya. Went t grab a bite, wahkaos. Today like kena scolded alot of time for nothing ._. Ahhhhh- Alrights, met up w brother and neighbours for 'supper' and catch up. I really don't wna die w regret can. >: 3more years, what will the world be like? Sidetracked, and and and there is this wood thingy about the lenght of half your pinky finger went INTO my skin, freakin pain when i scratched it. >: Rawrs, things aren't going well for me eh? My shoulders ache whenever I type so I'm trying t type more with my left hand. :X I'm feeling suckily sick, gawd. It's 3am now, I think I'm going t sleep now. Before I go, I would like t apologise to you-know-who for being sucha nasty girl. >:
I didn't want this t happen too ya. Ohoh, today was sucha wasted day. Had English and went for AutoDesk talk and after that went back play awhile facebook and th class was dismissed, ._. waste my time. Tho AutoDesk is very cool ah, went t meet Tasha and Thye and off we went t Bishan. Sorry for making you guys late ah. :D I'm seriously going t turn in cos th feeling is damn not nice :x Nights lovelies.

Xoxo my friend,
Mel needs the defination of Happiness
cos it's been such a long time
since real happiness came. >:



EDITED! :D
I forget t blog about a very important thing ! Had pasta mania before training today, with Justerini, Shelly and Weisan. What I want t blog was erm, this meal together with them was really a Laugh out loud one, shall not blog your unglam stuff out ah (: Serious now, goodnights love. (:
{Playtime is over I guess. }

12:43 AM

{Cause Love's gna get you down.}


Haven't been updating must about my life. Recently been spending alot on food >: Been to Swensens, Pizza Hut, The white coffee club, fast food restaurant, and many many more. >: Seriously, in 3 more years I think the world's gna end. So why not cherish those around me and love myself extra more? Anyway, been going out w clique for the past few days. Went for English class even tho I couldn't take the exam. >: Stupid mistake, it won't happen next year I promise you. (: Training's great, I feel that I'm not improving at all. >: Competition date has been set, and I'm afraid my 'phobia' will come back >: Let's pray hard it does not alright? School has been very mundane, the weather is also very messed up I guess? Been scorching hot in the day but there was a thunderstorm in the night, freaky isn't it ? I don't wanna die to early, I haven't have enough fun yet. ): It's 1.57am now, I woke up at 2.3opm today. Whoa, and it was raining ! ><>: Anyway, it's getting late. And ther's training tmr ! :D Mel ah, remember t give tc a call before you get dismiss ! <: goodnights lovelies.

xoxo my friend,
you never know what's gna happen next.
you never know when a person could change,
you never expect all these would have happened,
you wouldn't have expected that it was all just a wicked scheme.
Won't your conscious hurt at all? >:

Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 2:09 AM

{Black Sheep Of the Family.}

I can't log into my Restaurant City :/ Eeeeee. Nevermind, I just ended my Hell's Kitchen game, like omg tough. >: Kinda interesting too, got my brother hook up cos R.C was down and he didn't want t dota. :X Intro him and he already beat my 'high score'. >: Hoho, I just won him. Alrights, it's 3.o3am now. I'm meeting Shelly before going t meet weisan, shyto. I forgot what time I'm suppose t meet shelly. >: Ahhhhhs, Hell's Kitchen really is making me more awake <: Shortshort post for now, I'm going t get some sleep soon. Hear me, I say soon. Anyway, brother was telling me some temperament stuff. >: Yeah, it was kinda true too. >< MessyMel.

Xoxo my friend,
xoxo.period.end.fullstop.





Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 7:28 PM

When I said Go, I didn't meant away.


{I'm gna do what I want to do cause they say the world is coming t an end in 3years time :D }

It's 2.14am now, I have window media player on, MS Words with a few lines on, msn on and facebook on. >: I have no idea what t write cans. Arugh, 2mins past. I'm wasting my beauty sleep here >: There's so little people online, val said she's going online at about 12plus. It's 2plus and I think she go sleep already. >: MS words now got 5lines. Haiyo, I'm giving up >: It's 2.24am, eyelids heavy but idk if I can go sleep anot. >: This is sucha {>:}-ing post, alrights. Training was alrights. Faced a little problems here and there. >: Ohwell, >: tomorrow will be a better day. (:

Xoxo my friend,
I'll take baby steps till I've regain what I've lost.
C, cause you never know when you're gna lose it all. (:

1:21 AM

I did it over again and again,
I should really stop. ;/


{Let's hope things change for the better. (:}

I have not been updating for alot of days already ): Didn't mean t neglect my blog but Mel's life so dull and mundane, update what sial. Anyway, class has been damn slack. From my angle of view, most of the peep in class are playing Facebook games, reading/updating blogs, sleeping, talking, msn-ing. Cool or what, my fingertips have so many Ulu glue >: I don't like but nevermind cos my fingers are not sticking on the keys. :D Anyway, I'm in class now so don't have any pictures with me. Edited my blogskin w the help of Jocelyn, pro with it can! :X NdNdNd, I haven't finish my AutoCad >: Die. Training in 5hours time. <: Woohoo, I'm feeling a little sick idk why. zzz, okay. I'm going back t my Restuarant City. :D djkrhsiofrhwowjrio.fullstop.

xoxo my friend,
what can I say.
what can I do.
High hopes lead to falling harder,
fallen so hard,
I've learn t not have high hopes.
Hoho, tomorrow will be a better day. :D
Craving for PastaMania >:

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 9:55 PM


{Honey, smile cause you're on candid camera.}

Spend my most of my Sunday sleeping, today's weather super hot. People drink more water, eat less heaty stuff ! :D Went t pray for Granny and our ancestors, looked at the little tortoise and fishes. Finish everything at about 11plus, reached home at 1pm? On the computer and went out t watch tv. Kept moving here and there till I'm tired. Watch Paris Hilton Bff show. Watch till 4pm, switch channels here and there till i fall asleep for quite some time. Cool or what, weather was super hot. Mummy came t watch tv outside too, snatch place with me. Continue sleeping, then i remember that i haven't had lunch! zzz, neverminds. Went t msn awhile, bejeweled awhile, youtube awhile. Then showered and had my lunch+ dinner. Anyway, it's 1am now. :D Today is the Sunday that I slept the most, tho I woke up freaking early but I had sooooo much sleep in the afternoon. Training tomorrow, woohoo. :D

xoxo my friend,
jaiho. :D


Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 9:45 PM

Cause nothing in the world in fair.-


{ it's like sitting on pins, when you actually know that it hurts. }

16April .
Alrights. It's 4am now and this will be a short post, hopefully. Today roadshow was alrights. Met w nich, jovi, melt, val at bishan. Val and me were like super early alrights, waited at bus stop with melt &Val. There was this uncle, holding out a bunch of coins and some notes standing infront of us. I thought he wanted us give him money so I didn't care and continue talking t val after we stare at the uncle infront of us for about 10sec. Then he walk t the next bench, there was this aunty who stood up cause he was staring at her like some ticopek uncle. And you know what he did? He sat on the chair and started t count his money. ._. man, he stare at people sitting down cause he want t sit. Wth can. Bused to macperhson, journey wasn;t that bad. Had brunch at school, prepared and start 'working' le. (: Haahs. It was tiring, very tiring. Val and me only managed t start eating when we thought the crowd was getting lesser and lesser but after having a few mouth, another crowd came so we had t put everything down and resume our 'work'. Ended at about 4pm and after packing up everything, we left at about 4.3o(?). Funny incident at our booth was that someone actually left a Valentino Underwear at the booth, haaaahs. Nobody admit that it belong to HIM, well. It's some guy one ah, omg can. Somemore very sexy type, haahs. Bused back t school, had training. :D Started at about 6plus and I'm meeting mum at 7pm! Train awhile, spiking sooo lousy ): Well, kinda disappointed too. Didn't know that things like this would happen now, I thought things were better already but guess I was wrong. Anyway, had swensens w mum! :D Yummy, was really hungry but then I guess my heart was somewhere else. ;x Didn't really 'enjoyed' my meal but ice cream rocks my socks can! I choose all 6 scoops of ice cream, uncle and mum so easily full already. Tho is was really super full but ice cream made my day. Bought a Cotton On top and shop around w brother. Mum went shopping with Uncle, went home at about 11. Zzz. It's like 4.o6am now, I'm online and not in bed.
17April,
Happy birthday Jocelyn! :D I didn't go t school cause I was unwell, laziness drag me back t sleep too. ): Sorry couldn't wish you face t face, rawr. Happy Birthday to You! Slept till 2pm, so many miss calls and text from peeps. Hoho, there was the Olevel English class and I really felt dumb. ): How can I forget t pay for my Olevel stuff! Screws. ): Anyway, was home the whole day. Did some home excercises today too, I ate one meal today. zzz, just came home from supper downstairs. Saw WeichengBrother too! :D
Gosh, there's SG &movie tmr with clique! (: Can't wait for Seventeen again! Photos next time, and this is soooo not a short post. ;x Nights people. It's getting later and later already ):

Xoxo my friend,
this tingling feeling is back again.
Why do I feel this way,
why does it still ache?
nan de qi, fang de xia.
;/ it sucks t be me.

Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 12:33 AM

Alrights, haaaaaaaaaahs.
Happy belated birthday JonathanYong!
Happy Birthday Mummy! :D

Today is sucha wonderful day, i thought of another new thing that I wanna have. And that's a Camera :D Hurhur, been seeing alot of nice nice scenery. Okay, ending now :D Nights. <3

Xoxo my friend,
you left me speechless,
again.
I'm a happy girl,
cause they made me one. :D

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 8:14 PM

{ Cause afterall, objects should not have feelings. Should really get used to this feeling, since I know I'm gna lose everything and start from scratch again. }

I don't know what the hell am I doing. Gawdamit. ):
This one line update should be enough.

Xoxo my friend,
idk what's happening with us,
but I assure you.
I'm washing my hands off stuff,
stuff I should and should not know.
-tired, mentally.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 8:08 PM

Blah. Not now, seriously not now. ):
Nights people.

xoxo my friend,
Trust? Thanks for nothing.
Trust? Thanks for everything.
____, that cares most for me.
One is for you,
One is for you.
Let you choose yourself,
no negative thoughts please! ;/
you know i know you know what can already.
Heh.

2:19 AM

WORDY Post ahead, beware! Wuhaha. <3

Happy Birthday Shelly Ong. :D Thanks alot girl for being there for us and listening to all me crap. Love you loads okay? Hope you like our present for you.

{ShellyOng, and her big purple box. Her actual birthday is on the
Thursday 9April.}

Alrights, this is how I'm gna do things for now. I have totally no idea who comes first or what but I'm gna upload peekatures and the events according to my memory ;D
On a Tuesday, 7April.
Well, went t celerate Shelly's birthday at bugis. We were really late but it was the birthday girl's fault so didn't really mind. Well, sitting down looking at old memories past by was also nice. And then left for Bugis, waited for Justerini too. Everyone was late, finally reached Iluma. The new shooping mall, guess what. DAVID ARCHULETA was there, omg. Shelly went crazy, sadly she didn't get her disc here. So no autograph for her, but we spend most of the day screaming at David and chasing after him. Spend most of my money on food, gah. Walked around the back of bugis for places that have nice nice steamboat. We saw places ranging from 14$ - 18$ and funny us must be too tired that we decided t settle on the 18$ one, which was also the last one that we went to. Spend about 2hours eating and eating. And yes, i cried while eating cause it was super super hot. That should have explain why my voice so sexy. After eating, walk back for David Archuleta. On the way back, bought Chocolate Eclair. Yummy, but should have bought the Strawberry thingy. Shoots ._. Left bugis at about 9pm, off to Toapayoh t meet with Adrian, Bond, Nicholas, MelDi and Val. Chit chat till about 11plus, whoa. Went home and the guys all stay near by tpy one! ;/

8April, wednesday.
Met up w the clique at admiralty 1.45pm. I was late, I did tell them. Well, I reached at only 2.15 ;x Ahems, I wasn't the last one okay! Had t be in jeans, i don't like long pants. So hot somemore, was really rushing t meet them. Met up with about 10plus people sitting inside MacDonald. When t get BBT from the bridge, new girl there. Had honey milk tea, it taste like pure sugar going down your throat. ): Ate my brunch in school, super miss the aunty can! Had malay food, but they don't have rice already ): So they told me t buy rice from somewhere else then come back for the dishes. It was pathetic, cause I bought rice and ONE NUGGET from stall 4. The aunty was shock when I actually ordered that can?Alrights, after that. Collected our stuff and we decided t go for DINNER ! Went all the way to Jurong Point. ): Super far, shop and slack there. Ate Pizza Hut for dinner, super full. (: It was fun catching up with the girls, and guys. Went home after that, was really tired. ):

{Mira dar and Me, colour combi kinda nice :D Mel Like. }

9April, Thursday.
Outing with Volleyball Centralove. It was great, most of us were brunt. Enjoy though it rain a lil bit, and my shoulders ache kinda came back. ): Anyway, really fun. Sentosa was awesome, not much sun but played Volleyball the whole day. Yayness, was sick toooo. So couldn't get thrown down the sea, cannot even go down and get wet myself. I don't want t still be sick when school reopens. ): Okokay, woke up super early and met Adrian, Mag, Melvin, Junwen at toapayoh. Val, Wanchin and ruoyu reach super early. ;x Sorry t kept them waiting yo. Left for Sentosa at about 1oam, saw Amirah(Senior) and brother over there. SP group was really big, there were quite many big groups at Sentosa today. Luckily the SP group when t Palawan beach instead of Siloso if not there surely will be lack of space. It rain a lil and everyone had t stay until the very small shelther. ;x Team bonding I guess, Hahas. Went t have dinner at the Coffee Shop near Harbourfront cemtre, didn't eat much. Chatted w D over some r/s matters, don't worry ya. Things will be fine ! :D Pictures for this post some other day, Mag really send alot of photos. Need to organise abit. :D And and and, I ate super loads of food on this day! ): After dinner, walk about and then we kinda got lost. Met up at macdonald and MelDi and BiHonh went t have noodles while Nic and me had Macdonald. Then MelDi and Bihong came over t have McWing meal! And ice cream somemore, hohos. Volleyball should really have a eating competition already! :D Home sweet home after that. (:

10April, Friday.
Happy Birthday Kethlyn. Happy Good friday! :D
Today, was a very sicky day for me. Stay home the whole day, chit chat in msn and waited for dinner. I woke up at 3.3opm, didn't managed t have lunch at home. So daddy told me t wait for dinner cause I would most likely not be able t have dinner if i went down t get lunch. So, wait and waited. Super hungry, kept munching of lil snacks. ;x Alrights, just ended conversations w the clique. It's o3;o5am now, Val is giving me miss calls. Rahs, so sucky to be me. ;/ I'm not sad okay! I'm just speechless. Blah.

{I tried looking for Kethlyn's picture but could find a proper one! ): Happy Birthday tho! }

Xoxo my friend,
it has been such a long time don't you agree?
I made such a difference in my life,
now how am I suppose t forget?
I might be strong,
but I really can't take it anymore.
I'm on the edge,
I wna fall off.
-shoots.



Thursday, April 9, 2009 @ 11:53 PM

AHHHHHHHCHOOOOOOOO!,
Maybe it's retribution, rahhhhhhhs. ):



Everytime after something like happen, I fall sick. It might be something that's wrong with me, but shyto. I don't like falling sick, cause falling sick means not being able to have fun and taste all those wonderful food. ): I wna get well sooooon.

Monday, April 6, 2009 @ 1:58 PM

{ Put a bag over your head. }


Caution! Peekatureful Post ;D
I'm still thinking of uploading the pictures from camp. My phone was seldom with me thus very little pictures only. Okay, I know what to do already. I'm gna go the th volleyballers blogs and steal some photos! :D I will credit okayyyyy.
Alrights, on second thoughts. I change my mind, you want see the photos you go t their blog okay? I shall upload those that I have only, I'm plain lazy cans. I'll upload th ones I have already ;D

First and foremost.
{A Big THANK YOU for these people here for making this camp possible :D}
Adrian, Nicholas, Maurice, JinPei, GuiLuan and Melvin.


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{Love th girls the most okay, those that I didn't managed t take your photo, I love you too okay! :D}
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{Group Photo timeeee!}
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The boys team, forming a {V} for Volleyball.
I know our Volleyball boys very good in acting cute. ;x
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{After and during Game Time! :D}
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{The first picture; the girls de sleeping area, the second picture shows me and val de sleeping area. Is messy daooooo, omg. And I'm in that picture! }
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{During last day, breakfast timeee! ): }
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{Candid on the guys 'fun' shot.}
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{ Important peoples! (:}
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Tada, very peektureful right. There's even more to come, alrights. People are rushing me for my post, and before I have another post. Credits to: Valerie and Joycelyn! :D Enjoy.

Xoxo my friend,
I cannot imagine how life would be.
;x

Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 2:18 PM