It's th last straw.

My Faith Is Shaking.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 11:27 PM

{Th picture says it all, hang in there. }

{ When I say go, I never meant away. }

Its been some time my friend, (:

xoxo my friend,
maybe i'm too lost in you.

Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 6:41 PM

{If I let you go, I would never know what life would be. <3}

Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 12:31 AM

{ Cause You brought light t my world, my beautiful soul ;D}

Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 11:45 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 10:48 PM

{Happy BirthdayS, Happy Belated BirthdayS. Mel wish those whose birthdays have past or is coming a very big Happy Birthday.}

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 11:58 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 11:41 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 2:21 AM

{Lucky to be where I've been,
I can't help falling in love with the wrong people. (:}

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 2:11 AM

{ Shopping & more shopping. Declared Broke. (: }

Hello lovelies,
Mel's a very very happy girl today because I've got super loving family! You know whyyyyy? Because, my dad promised me a IPOD TOUCH by next week! My mum agreed t share money w me t buy a hair curler which I got at staff price! Totally awesome! Nd my brother who just came back from HongKong bought me a dress and a braclet that's pretty in pink and it's swaroski cyrstal! (: I bet you are waiting for all those photosssss; Hah, but sadly. It's 1.35am now and I'm tearing. ): I have no idea why but just feel so /: today. I think I'm just hungry, Boooyah. ): It's 215am now, I just ate HotDog bun nd I'm thinking if I should upload the photos anot. Alrights, here you go :
A lil peek in the peektures:

This is actually many Hello Kitty balloons tied t this board! Super cuteeee.
P.s/ I'm not a Hello Kitty Fan. (:

Had Dinner at Kim Gary! :D
Sat somewhere near the cashier.

After ordering, we got bored and wethey started t cam-whore.

I teach them t make a nicer ♥Heart.

And she love♥ it! :D

SuperDesMan waiting for his food. ~

Chris waiting for her too.

-Okay, this should not be here. :X

Let mel♥ tempt you w delicious food! :D
From left t right;
all th food we ordered excluding drinks, mel♥ bake rice w chicken chop, chris♥'s fuyong egg rice(?) and desmond's packet of fries. ;x

Halfway through our meal, we decided t take a break :D

And this is the crazy couple that wants t be a bit 'drama' !
After our meal, we went shopping! :D Bought my hair curler and gna wait till next week(!) for my Ipod Touch, daddy promised me! (: Andddddd, head home after that. {I can't remember what else happened already!} Reach home, put my hair curler down and daddy was rushing me already. Off I go t the airport ! Fetch dear brother home, 4days without him is weird. Really weird, cause I'm alone at night and it's so so quiet! ):
Gna end this and start a new post :D

Xoxo my friend,
There's no reason why Iloveyou,
I hope you're alright,
Mel Bless You :D

Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 1:08 AM

{ Soft-hearted, me. }

Alrights, it's 1.4oam now nd I'm awake. Talking t ShellyOng and Kho WeiSan, sad man. Disturb me, ): Haha. They are a bunch of lovely people lah, mel love you all {no matter how much you all bully me!} kay! (: Just hang up and yes, I'm thinking about what they said just now. Hmmm, nevermind. It's gna be a long day tomorrow, i think. Work is still incomplete. ): Mati already.

Xoxo my friend,
my sixth sense was right,
deja vu indeed.
I've got so many things t tell you,
i miss you so so much. (:

Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 12:28 AM

{It's hard t stand up after th fall,

thank God We've got friends that care. }

Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 6:15 PM

♥{I don't believe it all of these crap anymore,

cause I've fallen too many times.}

{The light that shone on me,
shines somewhere else now.}

I'm not sleepy, just feeling very lazy. Lazy to really eat, lazy to talk. Lazy to do anything, but this feeling sucks. I wna be hyper, I wna be high, I wna be happier. {: I wna be myself again. Slept for 3hours yesterday before waking up for school, accompanied brotherWilson till be left for the airport. And no fairrrrr, he got take photo with Lin JunJie! ): Anyway, I think it's because I'm sick and been sleeping late that's why my eye lids are twitching. {?} I'm unsure, but omg man. How to turn in early when all the work still incomplete. ): Tomorrow is Oh's deadline, mati already. ): I think I should turn in early today, and stay back to complete tomorrow! (: Pray hard everything goes well. Pray hard th rain will go away so I can get well and not fall sick the next day!

xoxo my friend,
life still goes on.
I don't know why I can't just simply let it go. ;x
I know I shouldn't have high hopes,
I'm not.
Things that should be bottled up,
should be sealed up too and bury deep under.
But, things will surfaced somehow.

Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 4:10 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 6:53 PM

{Is it the end, or just the beginning? }

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 10:24 PM

{After so long, it's still destined that I'm walking this path w/o you.}

{Blow it in a balloon, and just let it go cause I'm tired of bottling things up.}

Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 8:13 PM

{ What I wouldn't give to feel that way, love.}

Since the rest of the clique didn't update, let me be the first :D Sadly, Jo haven send the photos t me, so needa ask from her when she's online ! :D

Friday.

Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 2:50 PM

{There should be no turning back, for us. }

Alrights, I told weisan about an hour ago that I'm gna go do my work but I went to sleep. Hurhurs, had a one hour nap and this one hour seems like 12hours. It's been a long long time since I managed to be free {actually got workload piling up already} to take a nap. Hah,anyway. Had Autocad test today, quite happy cause I managed t finish it in time but forgot t add in some words! ): Oh my tian, marks flying away already. School these few days quite relax, caught myself doddling. Seems like it's free period luh, but managed t start on some unfinish work. Ended lessons early today cause we were being lil angels, left for Bedok Interchange. Went t get food for this saturday! Omg, been overspending my moolahhhh ): I needa save up already, plus holiday is coming! Oh my tian, i needa save. I needa eat less. (: Left bedok and reach home at about 430. It's been a long time since I've been home this early and actually stay home instead of going out. {: There's the museum trip tomorrow and they want t wear skinny. Weather so bad, you were jeans. Surely very troublesome one luh ;D Sooooo, mel's gna be casual. I'm hungry again ): Have not been eating proper meals these two days. And Shit man, I finally feel better and now this stupid flu &fever have to come back ): I don't want t go see a doctorrrrr. I don't like pills, I don't like anti-biotic(?). I'm gna turn in early cause I want to get well soooooon. Get well soon, you-know-who. x;

Xoxo my friend,
I didn't lose nothing at all.
It's kinda getting boring for you,
it's you who have lose it all.
It's just a detour for us,
takes more time but I'll still reach the destination.
Psst, Iloveyou. ;D
The love bug ain't gna leave me.
-Period.

Thursday, March 5, 2009 @ 6:30 PM

{I'm not doing fine.}

{ Lay on the field and wish my problems will go away when I open my eyes.}

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 11:12 PM

{Wearing a mask, can be pretty tiring.}

It's really really a very tiring day yesterday. Woke up damn early for the photoshoot, very very fun. Ended at about 2plus but stayed on t look at the elderly couples have their photoshop. Super duper loving can, Mel's jealous. The first couple have been married for 34years! Omg, so blessed. (: Anyway, left w another friend &Chris for Ehub. Had Streets food, i still prefer hong kong cafe ): I so so craved for thick toast but aye forget it. Throat wasn't well yet and I don't want it to worsen! Anyway, after our meal at Streets we were quite puzzled because it was 3.30 and we didn't know if that was lunch or dinner. ): Mel was not full yet, after dunch we went t minds cafe near Nebo. Played some games and omg that was fun. Had wedges, tasty la. :D

{Played this game where you have t balance all th lil boyboys on this uneven thingy, super fun cause it keeps moving and it will cause all the lil boyboys t fall down!}

Played till 6.30 and met superDesman &his church friends. Went t Tampines mall after that, omg. The restuarants have long queues and the fod court was packed. ): It's sunday, ofcause pack la. Mel was feeling really tired and I kinda had the dizzy spells ): Ohh welll, been to tampines mall so so often. It's kinda boring for me, desmond's friend treated us t Earthquake at Swensens! And Chris told me Desmond treated me my one-packet-of-fries (inside joke). Hahas, really lol when we're at swensens. A lil unglam but laugh till my tummy aches, after Swensens. We parted and chris &I took bus home. Oh Dearrrrr, the trip was unplesant one. One couple beside us kept talking and talking, worst still they sat behind us when the one behind us alighted. Not the worst, the kiddo infront kept jumping in his seat and his chair keeps banging on my leg. ): Cannot sleep in peace, super saddening. ): Finally reach home, thought that I would sleep when I lay on bed but no I did not. I switched on the computer and I slept at 1.30am again.

Alrights, Sunday. Met up w farid at cwp's kfc, wanted to finish up the unfinish works but there was no seats at library and we could not draw at Macdonalds. I kept buying food while he kept drawing. Haha, I did a lil sketch of the house and my fish is finishing. Yayness, and then wanted t wait for Jared& Deanna t come but they will most likely reached at 7+ going 8pm so we told Jared not t come le. Ahhhhhh, home sweet home man.

Monday.

School was dull, raining so so heavily when we were on the way back. Shelly and me were like OMGOMGOMGOMG FLOOOOOOOOOD LEY! Like didn't see these type of terrible weather before ;x Been raining almost everyday in the last week of Febuaray to today, what a good sign. Plus, my left eye lid keeps jumping. ): I don't know if it's a good sign or what. Hayeeeeee. I don't like this too. ):

Xoxo my friend,

I'm being sucha selfish girl.

I don't think for others,

I'm being a terrible friend,

I'm sorry but I'll grant your wish come true.

Ying Gai Fang Shou Le,

Ni ying gai kai xin de ba.

W.A.N,

now's not the time. ):

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I'm sorry for taking a long time t reply Your texts, I'm sorry for being sucha bitch. ): It's 12;59am now, april fool day. Both my parent's birthdays are coming, I know it'll be a normal routine, maybe not even celebrating together. Sigh, what a life. This is sucha not-mel post, let me be happy about one thing. And that is, brother got me new haivannas! :D Woohoos, cool man. Tho it's not what i expected, thanks brother alot! :D Th above one for my brother, th lime green one for mel! :D Yayness, the colour not really same in real life. Real life one more limey. Hahas, okay. It's 1;15am now, I have people nudging me. Cool or what, okay. Mood is coming back, i'm wide awake can. ): xoxo my friend, unstoppable. Period. Start or end, you decide. Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 11:27 PM ♥ {Th picture says it all, hang in there. } One more day to VolleyballCamp. I seriously can't wait, I can't wait for camp. I like camps, just minus the sleeping without my bed part. Well, I was suppose t be packing my stuff since 5plus. Yet, I fell asleep and woke up like 5mins ago. Cool or what, I need t get shampoo. I haven't even ate lunch, it's 7.3opm already. Cool or what, yawns. Won't be updating for 4days. I think I'll sleeeeeeep on saturday, for the whole day. (: I'm blasting music on my laptop, I'm not eating yet, I can't wait for camp yet I don't feel like going for camp. Blaaaaa, I need something t lean on for awhile. ): I just hope things would turn out fine, it's too much drama too much for me to understand. Xoxo my friend. this ain't right, it's like a story put on repeat. It's like knowing you're going to get killed, yet walking towards your murderer. 2:07 PM ♥ { When I say go, I never meant away. } Its been some time my friend, (: xoxo my friend, maybe i'm too lost in you. Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 6:41 PM ♥ { Cause you can put words into my mouth, and everyone would have believed you. Because you're always the one that everyone listened t and liked. Because I'm just some rag doll that they rant on. } {If I let you go, I would never know what life would be. <3} I'm gna make this short, hah. As if I could, i'm waiting for all the pictures to get loaded in my computer. If it loads in time before my eyes closed then you might get the see the peekatures. ;D Let's see if you're lucky. Well, today I almost took the train in every line. First stop, there's the bus from Woodlands to Tampines, then there's from tampines to eunos, then from eunos to Habourfront, and then Habourfront to Clark Quay, Clark Quay to Suntec/ MarinaSquare, then Marina Square to Tang Plaza and then Cineleisure and then finally home. Had dinner at Cineleisure, bought me t a jappy place t have dinner. Bounce back from dhoby Ghaut mrt, couldn't believed that we actually covered the whole orchard area! Home sweet home ;D Xoxo my friend, period-. It's Game On. Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 12:31 AM ♥ Heyo, I'm sleepy. ): Been wanting t sleep but somethings just don't go my way. It's 11:11pm now, I promised I'll be a good girl and turn in early today. (: Anyway, photos are with me but not uploaded here yet. :D Woohoos, I'm turning in already ah. Today's training was very very sucky, service was like shit, receiving was like shit, spiking was also like shit. ): Old problems are coming back, and my voice is turning hoarse. ): Oh dearrrrr, nevermind. Shall pray hard I get well before the camp! Next training, monday. (: Looking forward to it. Heh. { Cause You brought light t my world, my beautiful soul ;D} Xoxo my friend, cause it's meant t be, cause two beats as one. Love, mel♥. Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 11:45 PM ♥ I miss you(s), alot. Today's outing w ex-clique was awesome. Tho I just wanted to be alone during some time, it's really great t laugh w them and having all those jokes digged out. Sadly, didn't have any pictures w me cause I was just laying down and kinda enjoying my hot afternoon tan. The sun was really heating me up and I decided t just heck care and laid in the shade. So that means today sentosa = catching up w ex-clique only. It was enjoyable la, laughing and everything. Sentosa was great too, but didn't even touch the water today. ): Well, didn't feel like going down. But the colour of the sea today was pretty, so bluey. ;x Left Sentosa at about 2pm, when the crowd was coming then we leave ;D Headed over t Vivo t have our lunch, stayed there till about 4plus 5pm. Then headed over t Ang Mo Kio for pool session, my eyes were a little sleepy and didn't really play well. ): I'm off t bed already super tired and there's training tomorrow! (: Yayness, but omg man. Th blueblack grew t the size of a ping pong ball. ): And it's freaking painnnnn, daddy applied this medicine on it. It does not hurt but it freaking stings like hell ): I wanted t scream but I don't want my voice t run away so I just had t sit there and scream out loud softly. ): Wellllll, it will hurt even more if I fall on it tmr. So I pray hard it will go away by tomorrow! :D Long day tomorrow, dead tired. Gna hit the sack already, nights lovelies. Xoxo my friend, once bitten, twice shy. Will there be the third time? I don't think so. :D Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 10:48 PM ♥ {Happy BirthdayS, Happy Belated BirthdayS. Mel wish those whose birthdays have past or is coming a very big Happy Birthday.} Hello there again, I have this tab opened for the whole day but there was not a single letter on it. You wna know why? Because I moved my dearest outside so I can watch my teevee and be online at the same time! Hurhur, clever mel. I was home alone the whole day till about 6pm. (: Didn't really eat alot these few days, been really lazy t chew my food. ): Blahhh, home alone was a good time t really relax and rest but I think I relax myself too relaxful till my shoulder's kinda sore now. ): And the blueblack cause by my dogs' house divider is omfg huge. ): And it hurts truckloads, it sucks like poo. I'm gna go settle my music before I sleep. I think I'm gna fall asleep at the beach tomorrow. (: Then I'll be all 'chao-da', and then I'll go OuchOuchOuch during training(!) th next day. Awesome or what, I have it all plan out already. Hoho, but will things even go my way. It's 1:28am now, I needa wake up at 7am tmr. ): I'm so gna be late. Xoxo my friend, Things will work out fine, things will go our way, things will fall into place soon. cause I believe that we'll make it through, together. :D Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 11:58 PM ♥ HELLLLLLLO Lovelies, I'm a very very very happy girl today. You know why? Because I finally got it ! :D Ipod Touch 16GB. And it's the IT Fair promo toooo! So I kinda got the charger and the screen protector FOC :D This made me a very very veryyyyy happy girl. And And And, I got t spend my day w the sweetest person(!) around :D Thanks lovely. Shop around, walked around at bukit batok/ IMM. Went back t hometown and went back t my previous house! Kinda got lost cause my 'GPS' was not doing his job :x Sat at the void deck and chit chat for a few hours, whoa didn't take note of the time. Had dinner at pastamania at sembawang again, I don't mind having pasta w you alrights? :D && I'm soooo gna get killed, it's 3:49am now. I'm not sleeping yet. ): Shall post again tmr! And total sadness, I miss the clique meeting! ): Aiyohhhhhhhs, early don't say, late don't say. Must wait till I shower and want t relax then say ): Nevermind, next time okay? (: XoxoS my ♥friend, More than words, is all you have to do to make it real. Then you wouldn't have to say, that you love me, cause I'd already know. :D Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 11:41 PM ♥ Cause we belong together, forever. It's 1.49am, 21March already. I'm still awake, not sleeping yet. I have my drawings laid on the table, haven't even touched. I'm hungry and I'm thinking if I should go out tomorrow anot. Anyway, it's the last day of school today! (: Boooyah, you must be thinking. Holiday why not happy? Not happy because I can't see my friends and there's nothing for me to do! Volleyball ain't gna start till april, and who wants t employ worker that works for 3weeks only? So mel's gna stay home and go out w her love♥ ones, hurhur. Today's lesson was the most relax one, I was mainly reading my magazine and looking for pictures online. :D Time flew and class ended very soon after that. Guess where we went, we went t Changi Airport T3! :D Love that place, love the planes. Wants t go there w clique again! (: Alrights, so we rushed back t school for O level thingy, and we're late. It ended early and yea, i actually forgotten where we went ;x Xoxo my friend, 小傑. 小傑. 小傑. 小傑. 小傑. 小傑. 小傑. 小傑. 小傑. melloxoxo.♥ Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 2:21 AM ♥ {Lucky to be where I've been, I can't help falling in love with the wrong people. (:} Damn sad cause training is push back till Volleyball camp. It's already the third week and I can see that the girls are all waiting for 6more days t training. ): Rahhhh, I'm so not in the right path now. Omgosh, I needa stop all these already. Shall just lie low for awhile, handphone's on silent. I'm not gna beep anyone {?}, i hope I keep t my words. I'm gna start on my work now, it's 12.50am. Going eat brunch w clique tomorrow, hopefully I can wake up on time. ; You don't know me at all, i guess it's all back t square one. Your stupid assumptions, what makes you think you know everything about me? I think you're just in love with my facade, I think I'm breaking down and showing it out soon. ): I can control my temper, my emotions, but tears just don't really listen t me these few days. Living Mel's life is difficult, but it's reality. Xoxo my friend, because I will remember you, because I'm afraid t face myself, because this love is special, because you are part of my life, because it's as simple as those three words. {If I didn't bring myself t face th facts, I wouldn't have step out of my shell, I wouldn't have lose myself. I wouldn't have live life another way. ThankYou. } Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 2:11 AM ♥ { Shopping & more shopping. Declared Broke. (: } Hello lovelies, Mel's a very very happy girl today because I've got super loving family! You know whyyyyy? Because, my dad promised me a IPOD TOUCH by next week! My mum agreed t share money w me t buy a hair curler which I got at staff price! Totally awesome! Nd my brother who just came back from HongKong bought me a dress and a braclet that's pretty in pink and it's swaroski cyrstal! (: I bet you are waiting for all those photosssss; Hah, but sadly. It's 1.35am now and I'm tearing. ): I have no idea why but just feel so /: today. I think I'm just hungry, Boooyah. ): It's 215am now, I just ate HotDog bun nd I'm thinking if I should upload the photos anot. Alrights, here you go : A lil peek in the peektures: This is actually many Hello Kitty balloons tied t this board! Super cuteeee. P.s/ I'm not a Hello Kitty Fan. (: Had Dinner at Kim Gary! :D Sat somewhere near the cashier. After ordering, we got bored and wethey started t cam-whore. I teach them t make a nicer ♥Heart. And she love♥ it! :D SuperDesMan waiting for his food. ~ Chris waiting for her too. -Okay, this should not be here. :X Let mel♥ tempt you w delicious food! :D From left t right; all th food we ordered excluding drinks, mel♥ bake rice w chicken chop, chris♥'s fuyong egg rice(?) and desmond's packet of fries. ;x Halfway through our meal, we decided t take a break :D And this is the crazy couple that wants t be a bit 'drama' ! After our meal, we went shopping! :D Bought my hair curler and gna wait till next week(!) for my Ipod Touch, daddy promised me! (: Andddddd, head home after that. {I can't remember what else happened already!} Reach home, put my hair curler down and daddy was rushing me already. Off I go t the airport ! Fetch dear brother home, 4days without him is weird. Really weird, cause I'm alone at night and it's so so quiet! ): Gna end this and start a new post :D Xoxo my friend, There's no reason why Iloveyou, I hope you're alright, Mel Bless You :D Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 1:08 AM ♥ { Soft-hearted, me. } Alrights, it's 1.4oam now nd I'm awake. Talking t ShellyOng and Kho WeiSan, sad man. Disturb me, ): Haha. They are a bunch of lovely people lah, mel love you all {no matter how much you all bully me!} kay! (: Just hang up and yes, I'm thinking about what they said just now. Hmmm, nevermind. It's gna be a long day tomorrow, i think. Work is still incomplete. ): Mati already. Xoxo my friend, my sixth sense was right, deja vu indeed. I've got so many things t tell you, i miss you so so much. (: Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 12:28 AM ♥ {It's hard t stand up after th fall, thank God We've got friends that care. } Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 6:15 PM ♥ ♥{I don't believe it all of these crap anymore, cause I've fallen too many times.} {The light that shone on me, shines somewhere else now.} I'm not sleepy, just feeling very lazy. Lazy to really eat, lazy to talk. Lazy to do anything, but this feeling sucks. I wna be hyper, I wna be high, I wna be happier. {: I wna be myself again. Slept for 3hours yesterday before waking up for school, accompanied brotherWilson till be left for the airport. And no fairrrrr, he got take photo with Lin JunJie! ): Anyway, I think it's because I'm sick and been sleeping late that's why my eye lids are twitching. {?} I'm unsure, but omg man. How to turn in early when all the work still incomplete. ): Tomorrow is Oh's deadline, mati already. ): I think I should turn in early today, and stay back to complete tomorrow! (: Pray hard everything goes well. Pray hard th rain will go away so I can get well and not fall sick the next day! xoxo my friend, life still goes on. I don't know why I can't just simply let it go. ;x I know I shouldn't have high hopes, I'm not. Things that should be bottled up, should be sealed up too and bury deep under. But, things will surfaced somehow. Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 4:10 PM ♥ Suicidal. I don't think I can leave my blog alone. (: Well, I'm still unwell but feeling much much better. Painted my nails a very pinkish yet reddish colour just now. I don't think th girly colour really suits me, so I'm thinking of going electric blue the next day. (: Anyway, meeting Valerie tomorrow at 645. And it's already 2.10am, brother is showing some card tricks t me. And he's leaving in about an hour time, ): Going HongKong somemore, it's okay ya. I've already given him a list of things t get :D Wees, I want tim sum cans. ): Okay, toodles. I'm turning in already. Xoxo my friend, why are you like this? Love is blind, blame it on myself, sucha lovefool, just like before. {?} Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 6:53 PM ♥ {Is it the end, or just the beginning? } Won't be updating these few days, feeling sick. ): I think this fever is gna last long, how? Just forget it and continue t have walks in th rain? I have no idea, but not gna update for a few days till I'm physically {or mentally} well. (: So, I shall make this a long long post! :D Currently there's so so many outing's photo that are not with me, want t have long long post also hard lah. Gna stop here, needa turn in too. (: Xoxo my friend, I'm fighting this feeling I never had, it's hard to do but I'm trying since you wanted it this way. Imy. It's as simple as that. I'm not sure if it's me or what, it's hard t control what's coming out from the eyes. ): Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 10:24 PM ♥ Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to ARY FRANCESCA, Happy Birthday to you! A post specially for you! :D Hope you'll be in school tomorrow ya. (: Xoxos! 12:59 AM ♥ {After so long, it's still destined that I'm walking this path w/o you.} One Word. Anything but one word, I don't understand. ): I disliked receiving one word answers, I rather not get anything from you than a stupid one word answer. Enough of all these, I'm really sick of all these already. Maybe this is what you want, maybe it's just me thinking too much. But who even care now, i don't think you even care. I don't think I can keep up w you anymore, I'm just gna slow down and just follow behind, tho I'm unsure which way you'll go, I'll just follow. It's your choice if you wna slow down and wait for me or turn back and walk w me. I'm fine with it, I think. Anyway, class today was normal. Something happened between breaks, some of the clique got stuck in the lift. Gosh right, yea. Kept hearing them screaming and the bell ringing. Thank God that they are alright already. Completed my Assignment2, like finally. Managed to sit down and did a lil facial while spending time w my sister. (: After that, talked t brother and had supper w him and dad at 12am. No wonder my eye's been twitching for the past few weeks. I curious of what's gna happen, (: {Blow it in a balloon, and just let it go cause I'm tired of bottling things up.} Xoxo my friend, i'm trying t get use to something I'm totally not used to. What if they start finding me an irritant? I don't know if I should stop or just continue, leaving is just an excuse, we're just running away from the problems we're facing, I thought things would be normal but I think I'm wrong, would you even remember what you said? Would the world even know I exist ? I'm so so tired, tired of being treated like this. The feeling should immune now, it still stings but it doesn't hurt like before, maybe I've already gotten used to it already. It's like putting on a facade. :D = ): rawrs, mel is super :D, if you got what I mean. Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 8:13 PM ♥ { What I wouldn't give to feel that way, love.} Since the rest of the clique didn't update, let me be the first :D Sadly, Jo haven send the photos t me, so needa ask from her when she's online ! :D Friday. No school! Instead, there's class outing to the National Museum! But the bad thing is that we have to go there ourself and the meeting time was 9am! That means we needa wake up super early. ): Anyway, woke up late and rushed out. Met w shelly and off t Sembwang t meet Nini ;x She was late, but we waited for her. 5 MRT went past us, it's been sucha long time since I saw so many mrt going past me. Reached and didn't really drew much. Left and decided t have lunch at plaza singapura, everyone was broke but we settled in Ice Monster. Ate mango this and mango that, only me drink was lemon tea. Went over t aunt'a place after that, spend alot of moolah today ): Stayover at cousin's place, awesome time. (: {Psst, iloveyou. } I'll count the stars, I'll wait for a wishing star, I'll wish you here w me, when I see the wishing star. Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 2:50 PM ♥ You got me slipping, tumbling, sinking, fumbling. Clumsy cause I'm falling in love. {There should be no turning back, for us. } Alrights, I told weisan about an hour ago that I'm gna go do my work but I went to sleep. Hurhurs, had a one hour nap and this one hour seems like 12hours. It's been a long long time since I managed to be free {actually got workload piling up already} to take a nap. Hah,anyway. Had Autocad test today, quite happy cause I managed t finish it in time but forgot t add in some words! ): Oh my tian, marks flying away already. School these few days quite relax, caught myself doddling. Seems like it's free period luh, but managed t start on some unfinish work. Ended lessons early today cause we were being lil angels, left for Bedok Interchange. Went t get food for this saturday! Omg, been overspending my moolahhhh ): I needa save up already, plus holiday is coming! Oh my tian, i needa save. I needa eat less. (: Left bedok and reach home at about 430. It's been a long time since I've been home this early and actually stay home instead of going out. {: There's the museum trip tomorrow and they want t wear skinny. Weather so bad, you were jeans. Surely very troublesome one luh ;D Sooooo, mel's gna be casual. I'm hungry again ): Have not been eating proper meals these two days. And Shit man, I finally feel better and now this stupid flu &fever have to come back ): I don't want t go see a doctorrrrr. I don't like pills, I don't like anti-biotic(?). I'm gna turn in early cause I want to get well soooooon. Get well soon, you-know-who. x; Xoxo my friend, I didn't lose nothing at all. It's kinda getting boring for you, it's you who have lose it all. It's just a detour for us, takes more time but I'll still reach the destination. Psst, Iloveyou. ;D The love bug ain't gna leave me. -Period. Thursday, March 5, 2009 @ 6:30 PM ♥ {I'm not doing fine.} { Lay on the field and wish my problems will go away when I open my eyes.} School was great, complete one project. Left the presentation on this coming monday, assignments halfway through. Deadline next week, I'm burying myself w all th workload. I'm drawing till I'm death tired and then I can go t sleep immd. Something's wrong w me, my left eye lid is still twitching. Sis says that it's something good gna happen, but I don't really care already. I'm tired of all the high hopes. Anyway, went t Ikea w clique today. Laugh like some crazy people, they keep bullying me. I feel useless ): but it's funny. (: Ate dinner there and jalan jalan there, went back home at 7.30! I think tmr we going t do some shopping! Heh, I wna get myself strawberries! Absolute love. <3 Xoxo my friend, { Blah, I'm outta words. I'm sick, again. I don't know where I'm heading now. } 12:25 AM ♥ Lovely TohKarim tag me do this quiz. (: 1. Besides Ur lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed? Cheeks, Hah. 2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning? Tired, muscle aching, saddening. 3. Who was the last person u took photo with? Hmmmm, who was it ah. (?) 4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? Hms, maybe a little. My lil sister is worst. 5. Would you ever donate blood? Maybe, I don't like blood. (: 6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex? Yup, still good friends now. 7. Do u wan someone dead? Yes, No, Maybe. 8. What does ur last text message says? I'm going to sleep now, don't sleep too late kay? :D 9. What are u thinking right now? ♥{?} what's gna happen later on. 10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now? Hah, ._. 11. What is the time you go to bed last night? 1.45am, what a nice timing. O.O 12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now? I don't remember, hurhurs. ;D 13. Is someone on ur mind right now? Duh. :\ 14. Who was the last person who texted you? ): 10 people tagged to do this quiz. 1) Karim 2) Christinaaaa 3) SuperDesMan 4) Kethlyn 5) Enqi 6) Shelly 7) WeiSan(!) 8) Jocelyn 9) Justerini 10) Mag&Mau. (Lazy lah.) 15. Who is 2 having a relationship with? SuperDESMan. :D 16. Is 3 a male or female? Male ! (: 17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing? 10 is a couple, and 7 ah. Cannot be lah. (: 18. What is 1 studying about? Drawing de. (: DMD de bah. ;x 19. When was the last time u had a chat with them? Within one week! :D 20. Is 4 single? Yups. 21. Say something about number 2? She's my lovely sister <3. 22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt? Both are attached, and omg cannot b lah. 23. Describe 9? Nini, hahaha. Super cute, keep laughing non-stop. 24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight? I won't let that happen, and that won't happen cause they are good friends, hor? 25. Do you like 8? I loveeee her, hahas. My classmate luhhhh, {Don't worry, I love you all okay? :D <3!} style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> ♥. Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 11:12 PM ♥ {Wearing a mask, can be pretty tiring.} It's really really a very tiring day yesterday. Woke up damn early for the photoshoot, very very fun. Ended at about 2plus but stayed on t look at the elderly couples have their photoshop. Super duper loving can, Mel's jealous. The first couple have been married for 34years! Omg, so blessed. (: Anyway, left w another friend &Chris for Ehub. Had Streets food, i still prefer hong kong cafe ): I so so craved for thick toast but aye forget it. Throat wasn't well yet and I don't want it to worsen! Anyway, after our meal at Streets we were quite puzzled because it was 3.30 and we didn't know if that was lunch or dinner. ): Mel was not full yet, after dunch we went t minds cafe near Nebo. Played some games and omg that was fun. Had wedges, tasty la. :D {Played this game where you have t balance all th lil boyboys on this uneven thingy, super fun cause it keeps moving and it will cause all the lil boyboys t fall down!} Played till 6.30 and met superDesman &his church friends. Went t Tampines mall after that, omg. The restuarants have long queues and the fod court was packed. ): It's sunday, ofcause pack la. Mel was feeling really tired and I kinda had the dizzy spells ): Ohh welll, been to tampines mall so so often. It's kinda boring for me, desmond's friend treated us t Earthquake at Swensens! And Chris told me Desmond treated me my one-packet-of-fries (inside joke). Hahas, really lol when we're at swensens. A lil unglam but laugh till my tummy aches, after Swensens. We parted and chris &I took bus home. Oh Dearrrrr, the trip was unplesant one. One couple beside us kept talking and talking, worst still they sat behind us when the one behind us alighted. Not the worst, the kiddo infront kept jumping in his seat and his chair keeps banging on my leg. ): Cannot sleep in peace, super saddening. ): Finally reach home, thought that I would sleep when I lay on bed but no I did not. I switched on the computer and I slept at 1.30am again. Alrights, Sunday. Met up w farid at cwp's kfc, wanted to finish up the unfinish works but there was no seats at library and we could not draw at Macdonalds. I kept buying food while he kept drawing. Haha, I did a lil sketch of the house and my fish is finishing. Yayness, and then wanted t wait for Jared& Deanna t come but they will most likely reached at 7+ going 8pm so we told Jared not t come le. Ahhhhhh, home sweet home man. Monday. School was dull, raining so so heavily when we were on the way back. Shelly and me were like OMGOMGOMGOMG FLOOOOOOOOOD LEY! Like didn't see these type of terrible weather before ;x Been raining almost everyday in the last week of Febuaray to today, what a good sign. Plus, my left eye lid keeps jumping. ): I don't know if it's a good sign or what. Hayeeeeee. I don't like this too. ): Xoxo my friend, I'm being sucha selfish girl. I don't think for others, I'm being a terrible friend, I'm sorry but I'll grant your wish come true. Ying Gai Fang Shou Le, Ni ying gai kai xin de ba. W.A.N, now's not the time. ): 11:11 AM ♥