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Credits Layout: Stairway Mannequin Icon: TyrannosaurusTax		Th Girl next Door. I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
My Faith Is Shaking.
<a href="http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello">http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello</a> Archives June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010	Countdown/: Last second day of Year 2008. Last day of work. I'm accepted into Space Design. I don't know t be happy or what. Yoohoooo. One more day and let's all wave Goodbye to Year2008. I kinda want 2009 to come yet I can't let go of 2008. This is the part where a friendship is put to a test, we have parted but like I said, our heart will definately stick as one. Moreover, we have been together for 4years. It's ain't short and there's definately some memories of each of you in my heart. I will plan one outing for WRS Class 4nt8 one day in Jan okay! :D I will, I shall. So half an hour more to go and it's the LAST DAY of 2008. ;/: I don't know what to do. I have to wake up at 6am tomorrow becos we have to be at Tampines ITE by 830. I hve no idea and the piece of shit didn't even state it clearly. Imagine me waking up at 6am every morning ): Panda-ish Mel in 2weeks time! Before 2008 just fly by, I want to make this long long post longer! ;D Dear 2008, I have been trying my best to be nice this year. I didn't break any rules, I studied hard and I did my best in everything. I'm not enjoying my life like how I did in the past, I think twice before saying anything and I think of what will happen next when I do something. I'm learning to do things by myself, I'm looking at things in a different angle now. I'm growing up, I'm trying to listen and watch at the same time. I've been given chances over and over again by people around me, now, I've learnt to cherish and realised that actions do talk louder then words. People around me can give me high hopes, they can also take everything away from me. I've learnt to forgive and forget. To cover one eyes and walk away, but please don't take my kindness as my weakness. I know how to face my phobia rather then running away, and You don't know how relieved I am to be able to face it and not run away FROM it. :D It took me alot of courage. Sadly, high hopes can lead to high disappointment. I'm tired of this {Insert confused-emotion here} 2008, I hope my 2009 will be full of colours. I don't mind the UPs and DOWNs. As long as my family and friends are willing t reach out and pull me up. I shall take the challenge, 2009 will be tough. I know it, space design; please don't be so tough! ): Don't worry, I won't let my last post in the year 2008 be so sadist. ;D I will end with a happy note tomorrow! :D It's exactly 12am now. LAST DAY OF 2008. Cherish it manx. (: Xoxo my friend, All of those will only happen in MY dream(s), I'm selfish, I want more. I'm jealous, I won't admit it. ): AssMel. Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 9:21 PM ♥