It's th last straw.

Credits Layout: Stairway Mannequin Icon: TyrannosaurusTax		Th Girl next Door. I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
My Faith Is Shaking.
<a href="http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello">http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello</a> Archives June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010	Bestfriends forever (?) &when I grow up. I changed my mind about not blogging forever. Life's so so dull, I've been complaining alot uh? Well, let's get a topic to talk about ;D As titled, I want to talk about BFFs. It might be a very sensitive topic to talk about plus there's been some friendship problem(s) going on. ): Bestfriend forever. Whoa, I was planning to write a long long longggg post about bbf but now that I'm staring at the computer screen for the pass 10mins. It's obvious that my mind is in a blank. &my eyes are tearing up, I've caught the flu buggggg D: Ohhhh, Bestfriend forever. }In my growing up days, I have made some really good friends and lose some true friends too. Sometimes, I regretted my actions and sometimes, I'm glad that I'm not friends with you. Well, I've started to think far. Questions like; What happens when I get my results, what will I do when I grow up, ~~what will happen if my heart says that he's the one,~~ what will I do if I get fat( Laugh out loud) and ~~when will I get married~~ ( Double laughoutloud.) How can I survive this cruel reality, who will I depend on when Touch wood my parents pass on. So far, maybe too far, but thinking about all these things really give me many many manyyyy wake up calls. I'm saving up and planning for my future, time is running out. There's so many things I wna do, but time seems to be running out. What if one day I go berserk and jump down the building? Life is so unpredictable, one second you're fine but you might choke on a fishball and die the next minute. It's funny how you have be close with someone and the next not know them at all. Very hard to predict what's gna happen. ): I better cherish what I have now, before it's too late. Oh ya, I just got reminded about my BFFs topic ;x I think I'm not suitable to have BFFs at all. I admit that maybe, I get jealous easily, maybe I think on your behalf too much, maybe it was becos of the past that drew us apart. ): Bestfriends are suppose to be there for you even if you don't need them, they understand you and know how you really feels, inside. Bestfriends knows that you are not alright when you say you are and bestfriends don't keep secrets from you. Bestfriends are suppose to care and put themself in your shoes. Bestfriends complete each other's sentenses and bestfriends don't pretend. Bestfriends can cry on each other shoulders and talk about anything under the sun, Bestfriends gossip and share secrets.Bestfriends makes promises which they can fulfill, bestfriends stand up for each other. Bestfriends supports you when you fall, bestfriends are there t pull you up. Bestfriends are there to splash a bucket of cold wather on you when you're late for class, Bestfriends are there when you're stuck outside your door. Bestfriends know how to forgive and forget, bestfriends don't gives each other cold shoulders and bestfriends won't stay angry at each other for a long period of time. Bestfriend don't lie to each other and bestfriend are true. Are you a bestfriend? There are many type of Bestfriends in my dictionary, are you those who last one day? One year or even one month ? Maybe you are lucky to have one bestfriend who last forever, maybe you are a bestfriend who can only last one day. Maybe you're a bestfriend who likes to stick with other people's bestfriend to know more, maybe. but it's all none of my business. Cause I don't think I've got any bffs anymore. Maybe you're gna shake your head and go tsk tsk tsk but I don't really care anymore, I'm so lazy to go bother so much. I just hope that life still goes on and my mask don't drop halfway in life. ): / (: I can't decide. You gotta start cherishing me before I say Goodbye t you. (: This somehow sounds like my 'last letter' t you all huh? Relax, I'm not so silly t do silly stuff. I just read my post and I'm still thinking of whether to click publish post of just a save now. /: In life, we have to make decisions that we will regret. I hate making decisions. Xoxo my friend, I'll live my life as it is and just sit back and watch life goes by like a movie. You no longer matters to me already, I will still be the same, w or w/o you. Life goes on. It makes no difference, cos I can see what's going on. Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 6:55 PM ♥