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Credits Layout: Stairway Mannequin Icon: TyrannosaurusTax		Th Girl next Door. I am Melissa swl, I don't believe that typing craps here will make you understand me. I'm complicated but I like simplicity. Colours and delicious bites are loved, Friends &Family keeps me going. Seventeen, older every 6august.Studying in Tampines ITE year 1, SD FTD091C rocks your socks. Likes being random, photography and bridal shots. Pretty things catch my eyes, I'm not good in expressing. Well, it sucks t be me.
My Faith Is Shaking.
<a href="http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello">http://www.formspring.me/xoxomello</a> Archives June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010	Time Check: 1011pm. Currently: Deciding if I should listen to 91.3 or 98fm. D: It's not PAYDAYYYYYYE, yet. Apparently, he forget about the three of us. Thus a delay in receiving our pay. D: Well, not in a hurry for it. I just wna have more monehhhhh in my bank. I rather keep it in my bank then in my wallet, cos I'll definitely spend my cold-hard-cash on useless items. Like, let's see. I spend about $3/- on some }6big-sized{ brownie. Such a waste cos their $4.80 Famous Amos cookies were such heavenly treats. Kept psycho-ing me, after I made my purchase. They bought my favourite cookies! D: I'm sick again, yes Again. My appetite is gone, i ate like a lil of this and a lil of that. I couldn't even finish half of my Baked-rice. At least I finished my Brownies ;D Must change to Chocolate chips and Macadamia cookies already! Super delicious, I actually thought of going back t get myself more cookies. I feel so drowsy, i think i'm going to sleep already. Payday might be tomorrow/tmr tmr. Why so gan chiong. :D I ain't gna wait any longer, I ain't gna stay away just becos I assume. I'm gna stand out from the crowd, but will you even notice me? -Not!, Mia-ing already! Hahhs. Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 9:33 PM ♥ PAYDAYYYYYYY :D Weeee. They say that it is payday today/yesterday. Kar im when to check yesterday and there was no update so it should be today! :D Yayeeeeee. Shopping spree ! (: I wna get more things to fill my waredrobe :D Oh well, I'm still waiting for my carddddd. Oh gosh. I don't know if I'm happy or what now. Should I be glad that it's all over. Xoxo my friend, I have to admit. I'm running away from everything. D: Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 10:05 AM ♥ I decided to come to wordpress to screammmm and yada yada short story ;D Well, maybe during work time I'll take my time to yada yada a story out :D Wait for my post ! Neway, work today was so so tiring. Cos work was no longer done in the very slacky room, instead it was done in the bookshop. Had to unpack stuff and pack them accordingly and arrange them in the storeroom. Such a hassle, cannot just leave it like it is? Oh well, their bookshop is as big as ONE classroom. Oh dear, I miss my classmates, the teachers and the school. Looking at the students in OFS play Volleyball makes me think of WRS Volleyball Family. D: How i wish I could just turn back the hands of time and cherish what I had. D: I shall take an off day and go back to Woodlands Ring Secondary and take pictures with some of the people there. Regretted going back with my brother cos I totally forgetton t do the most important thing of my life. No memories of the school D: Boohoos. And and and, do anyone know the date of release for the N'level exam? :D Some said that it was 18December but how can that be? Isn't it too late? :D Idk idk idk, please let me know if you know when is the offical release of N'level result! I miss you all alright? :D I'm lazy to edit the haven't edited one so I took this from Nuraini's blog. :D Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 9:11 PM ♥ Happy Deepavali :D Went to have breakfast with Daddy and lil' sister. Well, we were suppose to watch HighSchoolMusical but due to some things that happened. The plan of watching movie was cancelled, went home straight after lunch ;D Normal routine and I realised that I ate alot yesterday. Let's see, I ate Yong TauFuuuuuu for lunch and ate dinner at home. In between I had Kinder Beuno. After dinner I ate a pear and another kinder beuno and munch on some cracker. Hey, I thought that the calandar said that tomorrow is Deepavali? How come today is Public Holiday anot not tomorrow? Hms, so is there work tomorrow? Xoxo my friend, sometimes it's hate that pulls us closer. Hate that I love you so. Dearest sister, please wake up and stop dreaming already. It's your exam period, hopefully you'll get what you asked for. It's time to learn your lesson, you're such a pampered kid. If he's not around, I really don't know what's gna happen to you. Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 12:03 PM ♥ Kinder Bueno is very yummy indeed, no wonder the fridge is full of them ;D I'm a good girl cos I actually stay home and did nothing. My sister wants this, I give it to her. Sucha good sister where to find. I think there's church tomorrow and hopefully I'm able t get t sleep and hopefully I'm able to be like before. Sighs, things aren't going well for me. Luckily there's many things I can do when I'm not That crazily happy. ;D Xoxo my friend, are you Jealous ;X If you are, it's actually a good sign. Gahs/: Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 6:27 PM ♥ Alrights, complaints that my post are so emo. Laugh* I shall not be emo cause something really really cute and funny happened just now during OFS Staff Sports' Day. Well, they had many things and I tried Basketball, Table Tennis, Badminton and Archery. Archery is really very cool and I just couldn't hit bulleyes. D: Anyway, watched the soccer match bewtween the bangalas and OFS. The bangalas were super cute, the way they ran around the basketball court for their "Warm-up" and to when they score a goal. The best thing about them is that they are really bonded. They do backflips and cheer for one another when they score goals. The results are : 0 -4. Guess who won? Laughs. Anyway, they are really omg hyper-active. How i wish everyday could be like this. :D 9am start working, but as it was Sports Day we played till 12pm and went bath and then eat lunch at Taka and then come back at 240. Whoa, left 3hours of working time. Cooolllll right :D Don't think today can do as much work as ytd. Booyahs D: P/s; GuoHao said that today is Holiday and we can leave at 5pm cos we came at 830 ;D Wee. That means we only work like 2hour plus. Cool or what. Xoxo my friend, I think it might be time to say Goodbye tho I wish that I could stay longer. Will you make me stay? Or are you happy that I'm leaving? Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 3:39 PM ♥ God. So not in a good mood, but why must my mood be pulled down because of you? Ayeeeeeeeee, met up with Qi after work yesterday. Hope they employ you two alright ;D Homed and went out for dinner tho I didn't felt like eating. Well, the feeling is so hurtful alright? I admit, i was holding back. But whatever. Idon't care anymore, I think. Well, more about me :D I've jut open a new _______. Should keep it low-profile first. Cos it's a place for me to rant and scream out loud. Hohos, I finally found a nice Handphone strap, together with a nice nice short handphone strap to match with :D Lime green eh, my favourite. Brown eh, one of my favourite. Pokieeeee Dotsssss is also my latest craze ;D Pokieee Dotzx indeed. Laughs. 9:16 AM ♥ First words in the morning : Happy Birthday Mr Ng Tee Yuan &Happy Birthday to you, darling Amira :D Ain't really happy cos I was not th first one t wish either of them Happy Birthday. Welllll, I thought I would make it cos I send out his msg at 1145. Wanted t call for birthday wishes but sadly, that typical Brother already started talking to him at 11plus plus plus. Aye, still said that he would let me be first :x I remembered telling you that I wanted t be first and I wanted t meet you on the day itself, but what did I get now? Oh-my-god, sometimes I just wonder what were you thinking when you were talking to me. Did you take me as one of your joke? Or did you really want t be good friends? I admit, I'ma person that falls into trap very easily. I take your lies as they are true and now I'm stuck at believing which is true and which is false. I'm stuck at believing that you are true and when will you change into anyother person. Oh gosh. I'm so rahh rahh in this post D: Thanks Cliff for talking some sense into me, :D Maybe Cliff was really right, which guy didn't want t have a spare tyre and which guy would rather choose one when he can choose both? Aye, I told you i hate t be a replacement. So you better not treat me as one, if not I'm sure t laugh at you when we fall out. Only cliff knows why I'm gna laugh at you. What a post ;D I'm still at work ;D Just came back from lunch break at Cineleisure. Whoa, i didn't know it was just a short walk away from my workplace. Ate and went shopping for food :D I bought brownies from a shop in the basement and we decided t go up to t 7-11 t get sweets. ;D Otw up, the heavenly smell of FAMOUS AMOS cookies simply pulled us away. Gosh, three of us bought cookies/ brownies back t munch on. Laughs, if not I think we're bound t fall asleep while scanning those files. Super regretful when JiaJi bought cookies from Famous Amos, i wanted t get cookies from Famous Amos but I was full so didn't get. Gosh, i'm becoming a pig. And it's also OFS Staff Sports Day tmr! We are told t be dressed in jersey and shorts, gosh. I seriously have no mood to play. But I bet that tmr I'll be the most high person playing everything :D They range from archery to soccer. Hopefully there'll be Volleyball. I saw their elementary school learning how t play Volleyball. Superrrr cute, there are about 10 person in half a court. I don't mind playing basketball too, i just wna go jump about :D Oh well, off work :D P/s; this post was written at th beginning of the day when i came for work till I got off work :D Cooooool :D Long long wordy wordy post :D Xoxo my friend, I told you so. If you don't want us to go look for you then tell me, i swear I'll leave right away. Once again. Happy Birthday t Mr Ng Tee Yuan and darling Amira :D love you okay, darl. I'm there if you ever need me :D Xoxo. Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 8:16 AM ♥ I'm still at work. Booyah, it's 0419 now and the room is not very cold :D I fall asleep -Almost- while resting my head and gosh. Luckily I had my WONKA NERDS with me. our out a handful and in they go. Gosh, superrrrrrr sour ;D I like. Wellllll, didn't really did alot of work today. Maybe it's cos we did some coupons cutting today. Well, time seems t fly today. Is that a good thing or what? :D Well, currently trying t finish up the last stack before I go home :D Xoxo my friend, friends to what they call ;Bestfriend. Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 3:47 PM ♥ Okay, I'm at work now. It's super cold and boring D: Well, we did more than scanning today :D I did a total of 9files yesterday and Kar im did like 14. Omg, FOUR-TEEN is alot! I'm gna catch up now. Toodles , for the time being. Xoxo my friend, Somehow it became my habit t listen t your voice before I sleep. What about now? D: Edited ;D Alrights, I'm still doing the same thing and still stuck on the same file D: Boring alrights, but must endureeeee! TskTskTsk, my sister is at my cousin's place and nobody would be home till 9pm. I'm lockd out of home and I need t get my dinner myself. I don't likeeee, plus someone's not replying me and not bothering me. I admit imy alright? ;X Gosh, I'm so sick of 91.3FM. Keep replaying the same songs but I kinda like the acoustic versions of Face Down, i wna rush home t get the Acoustic version of the song from Meng! Waited for quite a long time for the song t complete sending and finally at about 452kb left, MSN have her PMS and said: ERROR IN TRANSFER. What the hellllll. Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 3:06 PM ♥ Time Check: 0923pm. First day of work was so unexpected. I didn't wear formal clothing and neither did they. Well, I was first cos daddy brought me t work early in the morning. Sat in the same office from 830 t 5.3o, I think my butt's screaming already. I must buy many many sweets and bring there so I won't fall asleep while doing my job. ;D Gosh, I'm suppose t go t work tmr. Hopefully it does not rain and hopefully I'll get there on time. Oh dearrrrr, we haven't even start working for a week and uncle already reminded us that it's Staff Sports' Day on friday. D: Lazy Bum, but the food in the canteen is delicious. To all earthling out there, remember t talk t me online! Cos it's really boring there. Booyahhhhhs, plus some pig keep making me jealous and takes half a day t reply messages. Xoxo my friend, Will you treat me like how you treated her? I don't want that kind of treatment, please. 小酒窝长睫毛,是你最美的记号. i<3dimples. Gees. Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 9:18 PM ♥ Time Check: 0817pm I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm tearing up and laughing at the same time, my throat is killing me and I'm sneezing away like nobody's business. I'm weird, so weird. It's already 1010pm and I'm still at paragraph one. Omg, I'm sick and my eyes are reallyyyyy watery. I don't know why, okay I shall start on my topic for today. :D Jalan Raya was fun today..... Gosh, I'm tired already, i think I shall be blogging more tmr cos I'm sleepy and I miss being a pig. D: Goodnights. Laughs* Xoxo my friend, If you're thinking of taking me as a substitute, Please think again. I rather have you as a friend than have your body but not your heart. Time Check: 1019. Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 8:16 PM ♥ I'm a good girl today, I woke up late and stayed home the whole day ;D Except when it was dinner time cos I went t meet the usual peeps for dinner. This time round, I didn't eat much cos I ate quite alot of tidbits while watching vcds/dvds. :D After eating in kfc went over t mac, saw some familar faces ;D -I hope you're still doing well ;D- Slacked there and got a little hungry so I bought McFlurry, my throat was really giving me a very bad day. Chit chat till 73o, whoa. So many things t talk about uhs? ;D Well, walked home and continued my vcd/dvd craze ;D Woohoo, I feel like I'm so powerful ;D Cos I managed t find many many things that are super interesting. Hohos, friendster/ blogs and even pictures of ___. Laughs. I'm so in-love w/ Face Down by The red jumpsuit apparatus Randomness. Time Check; 1217am D: Xoxo my friend, Nothing from you,yet. Is it really wishful thinking? Will you sleepwalk into my dream? Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 10:40 PM ♥ Alright, starting work next week. It's confirm already, oh gosh. I don't think I wna start work cos that means I'll be getting my results soon, and yes I'm worried for the already-over-N'level. Oh gosh. Anyway, basketballed on Monday. Sentosa on Tuesday and stayed home on wednesday. Goody daddy's girl. Monday ;D Basketball w th usual people and met up with Brothers and sister for supper, someone rich already ley. :D Got moneh already, Brother! I won't forget our Sunday date! Laughs. Basketball was fun. I did Excercise alright, mr pig. I had three alarm clock for tmr's outing! Yaymee. Tuesday :D Sentosa-. Two of the alarm clock spoilt. Lucky there's one that I could actually rely on, but please don't get sick and sleep soon! {: Met up with th rest at 7.30, was walking there at 730 cause there was no pathetic bus there. Walk halfway and Buddy called t tell me that they were meeting at 745 instead. D: So I strolled there and indeed I was early :D Sat at Mac and saw Kethlyn with shera and company. Best of luck t those taking their O'level alright!Trained down t harbourfront. Ate breakfast at some coffeeshop and took th shutter bus t sentosa, sun-tan there and I think I'm burnt. /: Cam-whore there and I actually fell asleep there! Too tired already, thanks for accomanying me th whole day. :D Sentosa was really empty when we came, and we left th place when everybody started coming. There was three aussie guy playing frisbee and it's really so cool -I'm talking about the frisbee, not those aussie. Alright, maybe one of them is cute ;X- Went Vivo city t have lunck, at burger king. Super full, I didn't managed t finish my burger. Though I ate my bacon and threw it there. Left and took train down t pasir ris t help stephy take her belongings. Walk around the shopping centre w/ th biggggg ferris wheel and saw guanwei -he pushed stephy bag and my back actually hurts cos it was totally chaoda. Left and took bus 385 t Pasir ris mrt station, we are the woodland -amkers and didn't know that we actually boarded the bus at the opposite side! So, we "enjoyed" a loop around Pasir ris. Cool or what. Reached mrt -finally- and saw Stephy. Saw her and cos Buddy was running late -she needs t fetch her sister- we entered th mrt and stpehy was still outside! She took her belongings and went swimming -if i'm not wrong-, took train back woodlands. We managed t cover the whole Singapore mrt map yesterday. From admiralty t harbourfront, from harbourfront t Pasir Ris. From Pasir Ris t Jurong East. Changed train back to woodlands. ;D Met up w Qi, lh, birthday boy and many many others. Actual plan was t have sakae sushi but I was still full from the Burget King D: Gave it a miss and planned t go home but someone managed t pyscho me t stay and wait for them t finish eating.- which was verh veh long D: They gave birthday boy a veh veh veh painful birthday bash, ouch. Overall, I think they enjoyed their day. :D Left early cos I was super tired and my bag was heavyyyyy D: Only one kind-hearted Qi helped me carry. ;X And I must say this! : Mr pig's brother is super tyco la! Managed t score many goals when they were playing the game. ;D -Randomness. ;D Slept, super pig ;D Wednesday ;D Slept till about 83o, some pig woke up super early or should I say didn't sleep at all? D: Chit chat in bed till my phone no batt/ he fell asleep. Left house at 425 t meet qi and lh for lunch/dinner. Went home early cos mr pig was still being a pig and we didn't have anything t do. ;D Home and rest/ watch dvds/ computered. I'm going t sleep already, LG is giving my such a headache. D: Edited- I managed t understand LG! Yaymee, I'm so addicted t The red jumpsuit apparatus ! :D xoxo my friend, half of me wants you to be more than a friend yet the other half wants you t be more than just a friend. Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. I'll cherish all th love we have, I hope you're able t see that before you leave. Did I tell you? Mel's sick/. Please takecare and faster recover! :D Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 10:42 PM ♥ Time check: 0837 It's been a long time since I last blog, i think. Gosh, I just had steamboat. :D Super full, daddy said that he wanted t have steamboat like once every month. I'm a super good girl today cos I didn't go out with my friend and I accompanied daddy t wherever he wanted t go :D I bought clothes and shoes and I didn't have t pay for anything ;D That's th good part of going out w mummy &Daddy :D New heels, super cool but hard t match. I swear, after I get my pay, I'm gna buy so so many things. Yay meeee ;D Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 8:37 PM ♥ Graduation Day was not like what I expected. :D The laughter I hear and the lil jokes you made will always be remembered by Yours Truly. I'm sure gna miss all of you, and cos my brother was downstairs. I didn't managed t find anybody and no photos la! Asss. I didn't managed t find Miss Janay Lim D: I'm so so sorry but I promise you that I will go back training one day! :D Thank you Redzuan and Mingbin for that "Little-Me" present, if you know what I mean. Laughs. Imy all la! Looking back, I think I did some really naughty things too. Well, forgive and forget alright ! Hahs. Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 4:24 PM ♥ Finally the eNd is over :D Time check: 0347 I can't see a thang outside, it's raining so heavily I can't even see the road right infront of the carpark. It's so much better now cos the rain stop just awhile ago ;D Wednesday, October 8, 2008 @ 3:29 PM ♥ Time Check: 1234 :D Suppose t go t Buddy's house for Jalan Raya-ing, but th girls haven't confirm th time! Th weather is soooo messy, the sun was covered w th dark clouds a while ago but now it is becoming sunny. I think it might rain la D: If it's gna rain, then maybe I will stay at home and be a good girl ;D -Change of plans ;D I'm going out already. Byebye. :D ooxx my friend, I think, it's all destiny &fate. Tuesday, October 7, 2008 @ 12:32 PM ♥ I shall edit a major happening. I went out t knock on someone's door t wake them up, walked t 888 for KFC :D Ate and it was like house warming for me. Went t their house and Qi house, each wanted t do their own things but it was really fun walking in the rain. :D Thanks ah dude. I promised myself that I MUST go home for steamboat and since I'm out early, I will go back early too. Who knows that my dad needs to stay behind t help out and thus there goes my steamboattttt. Screws. Baskballed till 11pm. And I didn't eat at all except for kfc at 2plus and chocolates while basketballing. D: I'm feeling hungry yet I don't wna eat. Yucks, this feeling sucks. Edited- Basketball was really lousy. ): Cause i suck alot. Booyahs, watched them play match w many many teams. Sunshine boy was not sunshine for about 10seconds and he was fine after that ;D Some Birthday Wishes for upcoming birthdaye babies! :D 05October 2008-Happy Birthday Jonathan Goh. So long didn't meet up with you already. Happy Birthday Jingyee ;D Sorry that I was not able t wish you personally. I didn't even managed t see you in school! D: o6October 2008- Happy Birthday Sufi. You takecare alright, I miss you la. Jalan Raya at your place can? :D Happy Birthday WeiCheng Brother! :D Wahs, how old are you again? Someone old already ;X Hohos, imy la brother. Basketball session again alright! Takecare hor. I'm super hungry nowwwww D: Wait for th two pigs till I can't resist but go fry my fries :D Yummy, but now they tell me that they are ready. Screws, cos I'm full la. There's plans for Jalan Raya-ing tmr @ Buddy's place ;D I miss those hangout(s) la :D xoxo my friend, We were meant t be, not. Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 4:08 PM ♥ Entry will be about the whole of th past week :D I spent the last hours of my yesterday yesterday night listening to people play Dota and I spent the first 30mins of my morning watching my brother play Dota. Whoa, is it really THAT fun that people get soooo hook up to the game? And I realised that Computer Games can really make us take to ourself w/o realising it. Screwwwwws. I'm hungry now, update again later. Steamboat laterrrr ! Yayness. Saturday, October 4, 2008 @ 12:36 PM ♥ Time Check: 0234 Selamat Hari Raya peopleeee. & A Happy Childrens' Day to everybody out there. There's a kid in everyone alright. Anyway,Science paper is OVER. Yes, like finally. It wasn't as hard as I expected and the major topic that I studied did not came out ._. Was quite angry but I think I can manage to get at least a B4 :D Well, hopefully I'll be able t achieve something good after all th happening in school. Met up w the two pigs t eat after th science papers and ate kfc. -Fats- And went back school take Mathematics Paper1, after that went ty house play cards. Majority of th time was spent watching the show, drank truck loads of water -the punishment of losing a game is to drink water- but at least someone drank more than me :D Went home after that, someone dragged me out for basketball. Didn't bring ball and wore slippers cause I didn't really felt like playing. Waited there for like an hour, quite pissed but maybe it was me that didn't understood him. Aye, played and joke alot. Went home and I was hungry but didn't feel like eating, this has already been happening t me for a few weeks already. Hungry yet don't wna eat, full but keep eating. Haye. Daddy took off days for everyday that I have holiday, I think he wna spy on me! Hohos, I'm starting to think of many many weird weird thingys la. I can't believe that I woke up at 11am when I slept at 6am plus. Omg right, talk on the phone for like many many hours till th twp pig sleep. Even now, I'm on conference D: Tired- I'm thinking if I should go basketball or sleep at home. D: Xoxo my friend, It's so not true. Maybe, yes, no. D: Booyah. Time now: 0510 Wednesday, October 1, 2008 @ 2:34 PM ♥